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Friday, December 25, 2009

i jus scolded oppsite blk neighbour!!!! woots. 1st time i feel so firce.
they shine laser at my hse. den i spotted.
my first reaction.
NaBEI! point middle finger at them.
den go to my window point two times
den search for them. hahs

not they didnt shine le. hahas

tts my another mankit :D

bth sides of ME and me
QotZ~

1. pick a scar and explain how ue get it.

ans: lols. while doin stupid things, e glass slice my arm meat. hahas so happy to see it O>O



2. what is on the wall of ur room.

ans: nth. plain white



3.what music do ue like/

ans: all sorts. depends on my mood



4.what is ur current destop pic?
ans: Blackstar pic. hahs

5.what do ue want more than everything now?
ans:livelong friendships and a interestin life

6.what does ur phone look like?
ans:sone erisson

7.what time were youu born.
ans: evening. shld be

8.are ur parents still together?
ans:yes

9.are ue scared of dark?
ans: depends on my mood. mostly is no.

10.who is the last person who makes ue cry?
ans:hmm...its been long i haven cried... its a yr alr? cuz of heartbroken?

11.wat kind of hair/eye colour do you like on the same sex.
ans: any kind. best is natural hair colour

12.do ue like painkillers?
ans: i nvr tried 1????

13.coffee or energy drink you prefer.
ans: BTH! coffee foe me to use com till overnight. energy for me to hav lots of energy to play!

14.fav pizza toppings.
ans:ehh..cheese ? dun too much cheese. my taste cant take it. hahs!

15.if you were to eat anything now, what will you like to eat?
ans: LAKSA~

16.who is the last person who make ue mad?
ans:hmmm..hmm...HMMM....definitely not friends... parents?

17.do ue speak other language?
ans: eng , chi, and my fav. monkey language.

18.what is the last gift someone gave ue?
ans: ue mean present? none?

19.do you like someone?
ans:yeah...

20.are ue double jointed?
ans: no

21.fav. friends
ans: yahs

22.what is ur dream car?
ans: dun have??

23.would you fall in love even if the person is leaving?
ans: i will only miss her

24.say a number 1-100
ans:4

25.blonde or brunette
ans: ?????

26.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Gd morning evryone!!! im still awak!!!
i haven sleep since i woke up yesterday:DDD
hahas finally finished my work~~ wootS~~~
no e nxt mission is........... play COD6:Modern Warfare 2!! and also Prototype for 3hrs +++
hahas after tt. eat breakfast den go to sch, play bball and train shuffle.
hahas lookin forward to this yr nxt yr sec1s :D
i hope there will gals to like me :X jkjk
hahas
short post lahs~ tonight maybe blog again maybe not le.
after todae i will be lesser to online and blog~ but maybe i can message le! got new phone number also.
i wish i wish i could sign e students plan~ pls~ if my whole family allows.. if dun allow..haix... sian lor!
kaykays gtg play my game!!!!

Monday, December 21, 2009

life is sure so bored but time past so fast...
as time pasts fast, memories jus flies...
nvr came back to ue....
it is either ue keep it or jus ope nthe cage and let it flies..
some memories cant flies, they stay in the cage, never wanting to fly away...

Friday, December 18, 2009

so sian these few days...seriously.. dun kno wat to do.

todae meet kokyong play bball
sian sia... take e ball frm xiangyou.
waited for 2 hrs plus plus.. so freakin sian
den went to north cc and played.
after tt, around 6 plus. played a match wif two kids.
they are so obsessed to lan qiu huo. wtf?
bth acting like daying. say they wat wat vry powerful
okays lahs. shootin is gd only. but easy to block.
after tt, played full court. we totally owned. hahas 2v2
in the end we won.. haix. but those two didnt come. haix haix.

while on my way home.. under my hse blk.
i saw cheeson and the his friends.
hahas. dam funny lahs. i was totally shock sia.
den they start teachin me shuffles. hahas and meet new friends also.
all shufflers. 3 clans
hahas
they are friendly, though they smoke. but its okays wif me.:D
nth much for todae le... chatted wif friends.
my right ankle hurts!!!! thx to e faulty fall of my layup. dam it.. my ankle~~~
got to train my running man!!!

Saturday, December 12, 2009

MERRY advanced CHRISTMAS tO EVRYONE!!!
first in the morning wake up. totally annoyed by my stupid alarm. only get to sleep for 4hrs plus. haix haix.
10.30 leave e house. went to SCC
10.45 reach? see them talk talk. staff explaining e details and warnings. hahas. me and the staffs all wear BLACK?! hahas so im counted in e staff :D
2 volunteers also came:D
hahas help out help out


1 male 1 female.
Shawn and Xavier(dunnow how to spell)
hahas took bus to AMK SCC.
got lollipops on our way there :D
play play talk talk in the bus
e Jin and the other gals keep bullying me 1. Zzzz
so frustrated and annoyed by them
Reached.
got aLOT of children! and staffs also. hahas
the event was hosted by MayBank
quite a cool party
evryone was given a christmas hat. hahas
me and mdm kei keep dun wan to wear.
mdm kei: aiyous hen paisei sia.. (laughs)
me:yah lor yah lor
mdm kei: (she wear the hat le. O.O) hahahs. alexis wear! i wear ue also mus wear.
me: keep laughing~ omg~ so paisei
suddenly miss diyana join in
miss diyana: OMG. e hat is so small for my head. hhaas
i exchanged with her, den exchanged with yusolf. his one so big sia! can cover up his whole head. XP
a lot of staffs at there also wearin BLACK?! wat a conicidence. hahas
see shows perform by the host. got a female host call Alexis?!?! O.O
omg~ the kids suddenly all look to me. hahahs
keep standing all e way~
hhahas e best show for the event! super yoyo performance by SpinWorkz
hahas e champion of singapore super yoyo is call Alex. hahas another me :D jkjk
its perform by two guys. 1 chinese 1 malay.
junwei suddenly gget so hyped up. start taking out phone and record e performance. hahas
so hyed up by e yoyos.
den there is two yoyos goin to be giv out. haiz so sad sia...junwei didnt get to go up. e other 3 kids went infront le.
after tt. LUNCH
hahas the kids had MacDonalds!!!! OMG
but.
our staffs is better! :D
BUFFET!!!! XD
so delicious!!!!
hahas while we were eating there is a lucky draw. junwei gt chosen for it! and e other two kids. forgotten their name. haix. nvms abt tt. each they got a prize containing tickets of................................ Hollywood Dino tickets! 2 adults and 1 children.
so cool~~~~
hahas. suddenly miss diyana say something dam funny!
"bring me go leh! i also wan to go!"
hahas we started laughing(only staffs) hahas
took goodie bags. WAA!!!! mdm kei ye wei mian tai tang xin le bah. me,miss diyana and her took totally 21 goodie bags when e kids alr had??
so count all together wif e kids. we got 21+27=38 goodie bags?!!!?
hahas
took it to e bus.
at the bus way back back SCC.
waakao. Jin and vickey keep tag team bully me. so frustrated.
keep talkin back~ i also. hahas
den start pulling each other hair. Jin say all e bad things abt me =.= wth....
boil up my nerves lahs.
she tag team with Jin and yet keep gonna hitten by Jin. hahas
dne Vikey wanted to give me a sweet(shld be) cuz she keep handling e sweet to me. askin who wan. den when junwei wanted to take, vickey snatched back. hahas when i wanted to take, vickey wanted to giv le. but hor but hor! Jin got snatched it away and say dun give this Alexis. wth... :'(
hahas totally is boild up my nerves. but i endure endure~ dun evr let my temper goes off.
hahas win Jin through talkin back. she choke! hahas
so tis whr rap helps. hahas cool cool~
suddenly, dun know wat happen. there is a fight? between felicia and the three sisters.
dun know wat happen.
put e goodie bags in the office.
den evryone went back homed.
so tired~
reached home. do stuffs for a while den sleep le.
i suddenly felt a loneliness in my heart O.o
dun know why. dun care abt it lahs
photos coming up!!!! :D






















Thursday, December 10, 2009

Monday, December 7, 2009





















first day rlly nth much~~
haix...
8am wait up. gonna annoyed by e alarm.
went to SCC.
go there wif a SIAN feeling....
no1 to pei mi talk like last wk....haix...
miss e talks sia...
its e first time i ever talk first to a stranger and slowly to a friend and slowly to JIE.
gonna upload some pics i took at there.:)
luckily e kids are still entertaining me.
at there ji siao me. say i like who who.
blah blah blah
now curretly know 3 friends :D
Minyee,Izan(shld be correct) and Tongshan jie:D->>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
also at the scc. know a lot of kids:D
list out:D
1.Junwei
2.Vicky
3.Jin
4.Daniel
5.Yusolf
6. forget liaoz...hahas XP
these few are always e one who is playin wif me. hahas
here is some pics:DD






Friday, December 4, 2009

YESTERDAY~~~

went to sch bballl court. started playin all by myself.
pohchin,xiangyew at sch doing sjab cca fair thingy.
suddenly i felt so left out in the bball court. cant get e feel to play bball.
slept at there for a whiile...cant rlly sleep. way too quiet in the sch.

den went to 450 bball court. :D
went there played a match at there.
4 v 4.
i think we lose. hahas by a few points.
i scored 4. two layups two 3-pointer shots.

so fun of playin wif them.

den l8r pohchin and xiangyew came le.
6+. dilys,yunhui and dilys mei come.
hahas they so funny. at there having evening picnic. XP

TODAY~~~
haiz....quite a sad day?
jus know a friend frm the centre two days ago. and todae is her last day le.
her name is tongshan.
haix.... nxt wk, i think i will feel a person had gone..
sad sad SAD!!!!
last day of seeing each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ar!!!! sian.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

super tired todae... and sick also...feelin so unwell...

played a bball match wif some other ppl. haiz...no feel at home totally suks.

i think i at there im e sukest. dam it. need to buck up!!!!

need more training!!! ahahas. l8r i sick again.Xp

short post dun hav e feelin to post evrything todae...:((

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

short post for today.

planning to wake up at 5 in e morning. den go to sch around 5+. play bball all e way to 6+ in e afternoon. hahas gou li

but ite i went to sch at 9+ den started playin le.

ite didnt went for sjab there. sry!
play bball all e way. Ky,Pc started playin first. den sjab came back and dismissed.
now is Ky,Rc,Pc and Mk start playin. soon invited Yh and D. =D
hahas bth of them so fnny. =DDD
den i continue to play................until Wq and Sm came.
Xy came e last.
around 5+ Yh and D went homed.
den i slept at there. so shiok to sleep at e bball bench. so cooling~~

hahas...haiz...still dunnow wats my present is. so anxious!!! heard tt got quite a no. of friends shared e money to buy tt present. but thank you!! for e present first! even though idk wat is it. hahas.=DD

fri goin out..shld be.
playin pool wif alan,shirley and some other ppl. hahas

buay buay~

Sunday, November 15, 2009

hahas 1 week didnt post le :x
cuz tis whole wk is camp!!! OBS and my buddist camp

OBS 1st day.
me,anthea,wesley meet at sch gate outside 1st den went in.
it was raining man...waa a bad start for e 1st day. haix
den we walk in, meet e others at canteen.
hahas it seems like my bag is the smallest hahas. actually is not mine. is rebecca's one. hahas
den we took bus to punggol OBS. sitted at there..WHOA. so many schs... see the sch alr got 1 feeling. is..... i dun wan to go liaoz lahs! hahas. we sitted at there vry sian...wanted to go out of this OBS camp. we started playing heart attack and etc. we were split into grps.
me,rebecca,chrisnan and mos is grp to ARMSTRONG! yea! hahas.
anthea and some other who(forget e name) was grp to AMOSEN.(shld be correct)
den the others dun know split into dunnow wat names. hahas
we took a boat there. reached pula ubin~~~~ hahas. there still got reception!!!!
asked to surrender ur valuables. but i didnt surrender my phone. hahas. most of us didnt. :D
kay..lets skip~~~
ice breakin
job to be distributted--me medic.hahs
learn to pitch tent~~
pitch
talk talk
at night pitch tent...den sleep. Zzzzz

OBS 2nd day.
okay....i think i totally forgotten wat we hav done in this day....skip~~~~
oya we had bread for morning and lunch only. sad. den hav to cook ourself for dinner.
night walk. went inside a forest where no lights or lights can be on.
we walk to a distance.den hav to walk back ourselve without any speech or lights help.
im the first two. i walk solo throught e forest. saw quite a lot of things beside me. haha!
after walkin out. u can can feel the happiness around u. woots!
anthea and rebecca is the funniest one. hahahs

OBS 3rd day.
trekking!!!. pack. walk.
waakao! dam heavy arx!!! my shoulder and back ache like hell!!!! now i finally know why turtle move so slow...cuz i finally got e feelin of it.. hahas. we totally treek for 7hrs. hahas...reach the destination. SO HAPPY!!! wat a nice view of e sea :DDDD
the cooling breeze...
night cookin. so hard to see~~~
WE,EAST VIEWIANS, MEET AT THE BEACH.JUS ONLY FOR EAST VIEW. hahas. we meet all together. den talk talk. hahas vry fun :DDDD

OBS 4th day.
all pansei me. :((( hahas no lahs. no1 pansei me.
hahas. kayakiing around pula ubin.
got sunny day den storm den sunny day den storm.
omg...almost to the back i started gone krazy. its not like me when my hand starts to feel pain den still can chiong all the way. hahas. as i writing this, i feeling a bit dizzy...u know the wave feeling. hahas
some ppl lor... keep banging us. made us until hav to keep changing direction. sucker
at night, cant sleep. dun know why. den jiu msg msg. msg april den jinglong.. all went to sleep after a while. sian~~~hahas den alone at there sitting.
oya oya! meet a lot of friends also. hahas!

OBS 5th day. last day
start packin up. pack back whr it belong.
hahas we e fastest grp to pack finish!
den den slack slack.hahas
got a photo of us frm e OBS. i brought a shirt also. now i haven wear it. dun feel like wearin it. hahas
haix....i totally miss this camp sia...so fun and tough~ hahas. I HAV GONE BLACKER!!! AND MUSCULAR!!! HAHAHS!

i luv this camp!! and learnt a lot frm this camp. and also hav to thx to Charles for being so gd to us and joking wif us. thx for e bedtime stories! :DDDDDD

buddist camp-1st day.
sian diao....some stupid performance~~~
skip~~~
at night..woohoo...the best man.
PILLOW FIGHT!!!
we all gang bang 1 kid sleeping in the middle. hahas he dam innocent lor.
ahahas
after tt, we started scoldin vulgars and callin ppl to shut up.
we at there scoldin and shoutin at 1 side to another side. den the another side scold back
hahas
i scold quite a lot. hahas!

buddist camp-2nd day.
nth. boring also.. cannot early go. F4CK it.
sian..phone no batt also...haiz..cant make a call to some1...:(((((

tts all for last wk camp!!!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

hi evry1111!!! so tired.... after a fun day today. :))))))))))))

today anthea and rebecca came to my hse and watch movie.
rebecca and anthea went to eat and rent CD under my hse.
den i went down and fetch them.

we watched 'shutter'
so not scary in the beginning.in disc 1
den started to hav ghosts! in disc 2
hahas
i didnt scream at all. they keep laughin and screaming! hahas
anthea hold my pillow..keep holdin. hahas
watch finish le. den wanted to watch another horror movie. but dunnow why my media player gone sot. hahas. keep hang.
den we started playin dai di on my bed. den play cheat. den play uno. den play stress. stress is played e most. we watched abit of death race also. hahas. stop watchin after they fel so sian abt it. hahas
6+ i went down wif them. den wait. hahas

went back home. suddenly feel so sian le. like shao le ren. ;((((((

oya they left me a ice lemon tea. Xp

hahas. tmr got OBS. sian diao le....after thinkin tt got other schs joinin us also... ;(((((

5 day camp. frm monday to friday.
hahas dun know how to da han it.

5 days vry long sia...can do wat nia????

siaan lahs!!!!

my rap blog~~~http://thisisat.blogspot.com/

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

yo..this is going out to the bitches and jerks i hate..
guess what. now im writing all your negatives in this rap..

YO. in the beginning,
you all were acting innocent
like childrens stealin money wif nobody business.
acting infront of us, lying people's feelings like a child play.
after you guys ended your child's play,
u all started to act like a
f4ckin bitch and jerks.
hurtin ppl feelings,
firing ur guns wif ur toy guns
like 2yr old kids..
or maybe u guys
are even worse den 2yr old kids.
but there is a truth in u guys
u guys are not even humans
jus animals, f4ckin like animals
f4ckin animals like dogs
u guys are worse den dogs
dogs at least has a heart
u guys jus heartless
enjoyin to see e pain in ppl's eyes
laughin at them
teasin at them
feelin like u had own them
but, its the another way round.
u guys were own by us
dog chains on ur neck
tied to a side.
soon u guys will be dumped
kicked around
played around
teased around
till u regret for wat u had done.
only dogs like u guys
will bark loud, gettin ppl attention
thinkin tt ppl will like it
actually u are wrong.
ppl will jus find ue annoyin
and started harming ue wif words
jus like wat i am doin now.

Sunday, November 1, 2009


































Saturday, October 31, 2009

byesbyes Vonica. hav a nice trip at indonesia! ^^


todae morning wake up. 6am


brush teeth blah blah. no breakfast! arx! wth sia?
eat orea.

went to sch slack for a while. hahs saw some1. hahs Xd
slack,exercise cuz vry bored. den rasyid call me. ask me to meetup liaoz
take bus to library busstop. jovin and rasyid reach liaoz. hahs
wait for adhmad nxt. hahas. while waiting i play PSP again! XP
tis time no more naruto. tis time is final fantasy. hahs! so fun!
admad came. all wear long pants sia. only i wear shorts XD
they say there vry cold. hahs

took bus 27 to changi airport. XD
dam lot of ppl. but vry fast vry few ppl. hahahs
we reached take pics pics. my camera again! hahs!
den went to burgerking.eat eat. rasyid treat me. XD hahs THX A LOT!!!
den suddenly all of them cannot eat finish. all dump e french fries at me. hahs! so many!!! around got phrase 3. hahs!

keep walkin, keep eatin. shafie didnt came, at home sleep sleep. hahs he late for it.
den took pics. vry soon vonica hav to check in alr. at there laugh laugh take pics again.hahs!
oyahs.her friends came also. XD
some look like chinese,suddenly speak malay.shock me.

after vonica hav alighted. we started to hang around. vonica's friends went back home.
we hang around. go see see. candy shop,anime shop blah blah.

den go back tampines. went to T1 and TM. hahs went there and play arcade.
started playin all sorts of games. DDR i tried todae hahs! so hard sia! especially when admad press random, choosen a high frquency 1! wth! so hard sia!!! took vids of it also hahas!!!!

after all those, went to toy n us. play play. den meet shafie.
jovin wnt back 1st. we 3 went to play LAN shop. hahhas
saw mdm nach on e way. she saw us went to LAN shop also! hahs!
played L4D. for 1 hr. den played CS. dam pro sia shafie!!!!

after tt, evry1 went back. i went back to sch. sclack.


pics and vids will be uploaded!!!^^

Wednesday, October 28, 2009
























































today is 1 tiring day...

went to sch. wow..so few ppl sia.. den sit around...
vry de bored.
hahs. until at class, we started eating nuggets and drinking XD. eat vry few today dunnow why.no appetite bahs.. den heard a gd news is tt the whole class is promoted!!! hahs to express! but some will be advanced better den nth.

den went to e hort park. on e way there, watch my friends play PSP- the naruto game again. hahs. eat eat. also eat vry few.
untill there den i started to play PSP. hahs.. at there ultra hot sia.make me sweat until like the appearance of jus played bball. hahas
walk walk take pics pics.

den in the end went to the brigde. started to parkour at there.HAHS! only e steady ppl go there! hahs..luckily no childish ppl at there.
heres a video of we playin around. if u see properly, i shuffled abit.HAHS!

































den when back to sch.on e way back also vry fun. not tt fun as startin.cuz evry1 tired le. hahahs.











luckily e air con is strong enough sia... if not can see me in drenched XD











on my bus to tm hor...the bus driver is CMI sia... suddenly stop. make me PS infront of e whole bus sia. stupid











after sch. go buy things wif shirley,alan n rosey(shld be correct). go tm fairprice buy drink and alot of stuffs.for concillor camp. hahs although im not 1, but still help lahs. hhahahs











took taxi back to sch.put e things den go back home. at bus stop chat chat. den i turn my head, i saw ______ and _______. wt? den they came ovr, den ______ scare me lahs. suddenly standing beside me sia! and somemore so quiet.den vry fast,bus came le.











on e bus home. hahs. there is a double deck bus beside our bus. den got 1 chiobu sitting at there,combing her hair. i glance at her ONNLY ONCE. den she look at me wif a smaall smile.den i look back.look at each other for few seconds, den e bus started to move.hahas








stupid sia..today.wat a _______ day. XD































Tuesday, October 27, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DILYS!!!! ^^

sian...tmr outing. sure dam borin 1 lor...
today play PSP the whole day and also gonna being zui sa.hahas by ameline. i call her, den she say call me again. so i call lahs. she repeat again. den i call again =.= den she started chasing me like wat. 2 rounds around fourth floor. if tmr see her hor...i dunnow how to run liaoz. hahs.

play PSP- the naruto shippuden game. hahs rise of the naruto shippuden rise of the akatsuki clan. hahs dam fun sia! unlock the clan also. hahs!
a trailer for u guys^^






hahs.tts e game i hav been playin. den eng lesson. WOOTS!! my fav man! movie!!!! STOMP E YARD!!! cool sia. although i watch alr, i still wan to watch again!!! i luv e music man!




kay kay..almost signin ff. hahs. tis is not a diary mankit!! XD Ps
hang out wif 308 is totally dam boring. YAWNS~~~

Monday, October 26, 2009

im gonna dead meat~~~~ wish me gd luck to survive in e nags and punishment.
tis whole wk n nxt wk. wish me gd luck kays?

i WAN TO DIE!!!!

wont be postin for vry long~

Friday, October 23, 2009

sian...vry de sian...totally no mood. spoiled my day.

no mood to play badminton, my racket spoil liaoz. haiz. results like shit. can go NA liaoz. zzzz nxt wk ptc liao leh... sian..sure gonna scoldin n beatin 1..haiz...

now almost evry after sch will go play bball. yesterday play wif RC, they all. i play untill dam high. use 'RASENGAN' and 'CHIDORI' hahas. layup. hahs childish me. XD

den today played wif yl,chalie, and kenneth. woots kenneth train my layup. hahs
play wif chalie 1 on 1. hahs. i take so long to figured out his weakness! so hard sia... his weakness is his speed. hahs. give him a quick drive in can liaoz. hahs.
den team up. i wif yl, charlie wif chi chong(shld be correct bahs).
hahs. startin losin like hell. den vry fast catched up. hahs.
nth much le...
goin to find job also.
tnight do sketches! drawin hahs dunnow wat to draw

Thursday, October 22, 2009

today is sure 1 stupid day..

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

videos for ue~hope u know who u are~)











OMG!!! can u believe tis!!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

lols....

yesterday

went to tution. meet new friends which is all of my classmates in the tution room hahas
talk talk. meet badminton player also hahas
talk abt zach chee blah blah..

today

get back my phone gonna cuaght by santa for not being integrity in survin detention :'(
zzz totally serve dunnow how long.. den now all e teachers who see me in detention all know me le. hahas











play basketball.shoot shoot.
drink 2 can naughty G, 100plus(1.5) and some energy drinks.
waa...drink so many fluid sia...luckily i didnt ovr limit my leg muscle. or else i will seek for help again and drag my myself home. hahas.
so bored...:(

Sunday, October 18, 2009

okays. frm today onwards im not carin other ppl le. kays... and i think tt some1 had jus betrayed me. :) thx alot arx. i made u as my friend, but u jus take it as nth. u gd....badminton training match, u ppl better watch out. im not goin to physically damaged u all, i will jus make u feel anger in badminton, quittin badminton lose ur passion of it. plus, if u join badminton jus wan to be wif some1 else, den get lost. join CCA is not for u to find dates hor! its passion okay?!

i hate u these type of ppl. BETRAYERS, PLAY WIF NO PASSION, PLAY WIF NO SPORTSMANSHIP!

HOLIDAY TRAINING, I WILL MEET U ALL THERE. BUT U AS WELL, DUN COME FOR IT... GO FOR UR DATE.
THERE IS PPL WAN TO TRAIN THEIR SKILLS OKAYS.

Saturday, October 17, 2009


so bored...today morning...

yesterday

had a rlly fun day though we were gin out to study.
went out wif aly,yunhui,dilys and yinning

meet aly 1st, went to buy specs n my hatcap hahas
den go find BSF. library didnt open. so we went to mac
study study.except for 1 at there talkin through paper LOL?
den dunnow why suddenly start talkin le.
hahas
yinning is so poor..gonna bullied by yun n aly hahas
eat ice cream also need to be so alert.hahas
ahahas dilys is the most funniest 1.
she look at me 1st, den i look back. the moment i look back. she laughs. ??? i dun understand??? my monkey face??? o(O.O)0
hahas den me n her talk abt the uncle beside us hahas dam funny lahs. i made her laugh till sot hahas yea!
the uncle is in love wif dilys worksheet! hahas
wan th number? is, 9236236 ( obviously its not real =] only got 7 numbers. ]


after tt, dilys went home 1st. den l8r we decide whr we wan to go. we at inter. think for 15 mins le sia.

den donate money..den in e end those balloon ppl go seperate us. :(

hahas den go home.


at night,keep talkin n msning to dilys. hahas tis blogskin is made by her also. i will cherish it^^

she so late den sleep lorx.. but i sleep early 1st, cuz i was asked to sleep early by her. hahas



today.


nth much..use com e whole afternoon. chiong my anime hahas

so sian sia...tmr no sch again...:(

dun like it....i got a bad feelin of my results...somehow.

aiz. dun think so much lahs. its e consequences of it.

borin.


Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Ease up on the past, let go of the anger.


Caporia-mixed wif breakdance and MMA.
my style.

dun like it? 1 set of badminton match. no violence or hatred after the game. sportsmanship.

1 set game-21 points

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

after someone post....the unstoppable came again...kazuma came to me...
i felt like a pawn followin wat the nxt step shld take...but if i didnt took e step, i would feel totally regretted abt it...i felt tt when i reached out for u,u seldom came.but u nvr reached out for me,even if u do, i cant feel it...

and i dunnow whether will i able to survive tis holiday...cuz i got a strong feeling tt im not gonna make it for tis exam...if the consequence is high...i will be stop schooling...

pls giv me a ans...shld i continue or stop?

i wasted too much blood...my heart is drippin bit by bit.no bandage
hahas. 1st time hang out wif yunhui,dilys n yinning. hahas..went shopping. i dam quiet, they keep talkin. dunnow why cant utter a word or find a topic...ahahas
we went to girls store...i follow... bought necklace frm a girl store. hahas..my courage.hehe

Sunday, October 11, 2009

felt abit moody...dun know why....






lols...jus prActice my breakdance... my 1 hand stand need to use right hand..lol....now den figured out....also can do elbow freeze le..hahas..caporia jus done also..now i sweatin like wat.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

thx dilys for helpin makin these blogskin. its vry nice. i wont change tis blogskin anymore.^^


so bored..... ttwo nights burned.still cant finished my art..
zzz. my layouts is so cropped up by e artist inspiration...stupid.
gonna control my use of phone again liaoz. keep usin phone n play games--dunned to study arz?

now my mind is seriously dam messy, its full of thoughts. cant even get rid of them...

two sides Pictures, Images and Photos

haiz...sometimes i rlly cant control of my side... only after alll the happenings, n thoughts of it. i truly regretted wat i said n wat i done. i dun even know wat shld i say to them...a SRY? no..i dun think tt will even do the job....

i dun know which side shld i choose.... the quiet,gd side of mine? or the happy,keep laughin side of mine???

haiz....i rlly hope i will get all ovr these ovr... i dun wan to be hated.............
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i'm sorry.truly sorry for what i hav done....

Friday, October 9, 2009





today went to tampines mart-mac after exams..
after a moment ask e BSF come.
dilys 1st reach,ahahs she had a fun time
den l8r bth of em came... became more chaotic
haiz....for some1...i dun get her mind...
nvm lahs.pics nxt

Monday, October 5, 2009

today is a way too bad day for me.....12am gonna scolded till 1am....
den go to sch entertainment phone gonna confiscated by mrs ng(form teacher) for not handin up e edusave form..

den 10.15 my sms phone gonna confiscated by miss shanta... i was jus switchin my phone sia...
stupid...

den after sch, go find miss shanta to claim it back. den who knows she check my msgs....zzz still ask me to ask my friend to go see her... i die liao lah!!!!!! HE WILL SURE SCOLD ME TO DEATH LOR!!!!

she also saw i sms to yunhui...die liao tmr...die... im so sry yunhui....to pull u inside also...im vry vry sry.....now im dead worried abt u....im scared tt ur phone will be confiscated....sry!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

my life has turned better... but does any1 heard be4 e curse of e full moon??? i think i hav tt curse??? evrytime i see e full moon,e 1st thing come to my mind is..bad things is goin to happen...yahs..dunnow whys...

Full Moon Pictures, Images and Photos

yahs...

but im able to smile again! now almost evrytime i see ppl, i will smile. hehe how cool is tt. u smile to ppl, they will naturally smile back. ^^


woots! monday lendin storybook frm em.hahas how cool is tt! thx alot MUACKS!


kiss Pictures, Images and Photos
today is a fun fun day in e afternoon only..hahas
cuz got dilys to entertain!!! hahas today she is dam high dunno y...hahas but its gd to see her tt happy. ^^

now is so sian n blorin n not sleepy... but i bet once i lie on bed,sure sleep 1. hahas

sleepy bear Pictures, Images and Photos

BORING Pictures, Images and Photos


i think nxt time i will become a fasion designer but not those sisi type. is those GENTLEMAN N STYLE. yea!

fashion design model male Pictures, Images and Photos

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

today we walk past each other class...
i walk past urs nvr takin a look at it...
u walk past mine nvr takin a look at it....
n l8r...
we walk past each other...
nvr takin a look at each other...
continue to walk....


walk pass each other Pictures, Images and Photos

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

these days dam freakin tired.....
monday is one stupid day...i dunnow why, i will think tt my tution starts on 4.30 nia....reach tution at 4.29 den its not open.WTF...
den l8r go find alan they all at north park..play play see see.play until 7+ den i went to tution(my tution starts at 5.30) opps.
hahas. tution was supposed to be 4hrs eng..sian...
go home study for 1 hr, lie at bed den slowly sleep le....

tuesday-
zzz...gonna fooled at class when my friends told me e wrong ans..
maths nia...
slept suddenly while doin grp work(chemistry)... dam tired sia...
den almost today lessons i hav been sittin alone...dam sian sia...
wan to listen to class also cannot lorx...no mood. my mind dunno flow to whr leh...maybe in monkey land bahs.lols.
den play play a outside class while waitin for teacher.
chase each other...ahahs my speed gone faster. thx to badminton training hahas...
after sch...sack slack eat eat..
den went back to sch for a while,check out e indoor court..zzz nobody playin...
go home sleep bath. den go tuton again.zzz
stupid sia..my phone...evrytime at tution class frm full batt to 2% batt.wth...make me cannot msg.
i wonder shld i today stay awake tonight n finished up e art or? shld i jus sleep?
ahahs

tmr i think im gonna bring two phone to sch le...zzz 1 phone for sms den another 1 for playing.

hahas

tmr got another tution again! AR!!! sian ar!

sian...i wonder wat is goin to happen tmr...so sian haiz...no1 to talk to...so quiet...

Sunday, September 27, 2009

after the taste of lots of wasabi, it helps me alot... my life has turn back to normal. i became more happy.^^

n thx alot to someone for being there for me, when i need someone.^^

i will cherish it.
I WAN AGGRESSIVE ROLLERBLADES!!!! FOR MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT. THAT IS 1 OF MY BIGGEST WISHES....

IF SOMEONE COULD GIVE THIS PRESENT, I WILL REMEMBER YOU FOR LIFE, AND PUT UR NAME ON THE AGGRESSIVE ROLLERBLADE.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

finally...i back to myself... my mask hav recovered...glad...
tis song for evry1 readin my blog. tis song means something to me...



my favourite-machi wo ai zhou xin xin.
feel like use all e lyrics n use on some1 hahas

Friday, September 25, 2009

i think its finally my time to show wat i got... its show time.
evrytime my friends told me to take the 1st step. yes,i listen to them. but wat happens nxt? the lessons jus keep on repeatin.. there is one thing i dun get it at all... u gave the chances to someone but u nvr gave the chances to anyone anymore... Problems jus keep on coming n coming non-stop....my friends they suffer,see their emotions, i will think back wat happens at tt time...
i dun wan to see those memories anymore...u jus piss me off. i dun care whether is ur friend who did it for u. yesterday, the juniors are dam fuckin lucky, tt i nvr get pissed off... once if e training there is no more sirs or mdm...u guys will rlly take it frm me. i dun care whther junyi has scolded u alr,u giv me attitude. i will giv u my attitude.

im gtg to find myself back..im totally lost myself...i can nvr control my emotions anymore...its funny i laugh,not funny i dun laugh. yesterday was a truly a bad day for me. i wan to punch my face again, destroyin e smiles n laughs on my face..
I DUN WAN TO LIKE ANY1 ANYMORE!
I WAN TO MY HEART TO FEEL NO MORE FEELINGS!
I WAN TIS WORD"LOVE" TO VANISH IN MY HEART N MIND!

AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEVER BACK DOWN!
ssss...... why sia why.... now evrytime i sleep, i will see you....i hate tt feeling....
Patience is the key to it right? wat shld i do..... to clear this memory of it.....
badminton only clear it for a short while,breakdance dun even help at all lorx....maybe i shld try back my old style-MMA
but seriously fighting is not a vry fun thing to do... MMA is prt of me n i dun wan to show it..u may not like it...when it comes to sparring.




after seein tis video...haiz...rlly dun feel like fighting anymore... only fight fight fight....
in e end,it gain nth..jus gainin more fights to u..tts all..


at here, im gtg to apologize to u for wat i'v done. sry.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

haiz...dunnow wat the hell is happening today sia...gd things n bad things come 1 after n e another...Ssss...
i dun my mask will last long...i feel tt its slowly breakin bits by bits...

hollow mask Pictures, Images and Photos

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

today nth much also.
jus did wat i shld do. i took e 1st step.
n also heard a lot of craps frm 306 alr.... Ssss....
i think those words are jus tryin to pull me down. NEVER BACK DOWN!

i will continue to love you, no matter what it takes. jealousy comes to me, i will jus hav to bear it.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

now im rlly dunno how i feelin right now....
now im feelin totally regretted abt who i trusted n wat i hav done...
yes.my emotions is there,but do u know tt my heart is inside cryin out?
i dun even dare to show my emotions at all...
now i rlly feel like my breakin my wrist...im hav tried evrything....breakdance,badminton,shuffle but all these didnt clear e heart pain... its gone in tt moment but after it....its back...

im dun feel like talkin to any1 right now...even my smiles seems to be real...but in e deepest of my heart, there is a cut in it...
today nth much...at class didnt sleep at all, keep watching e GATSU game hahas
luagh till cannot laugh hahas

den went to find anthony, go inside his class talk talk.hahas had a gd time talkin.

tmr im gtg to take a strongest n most courageous step.

I Love You Pictures, Images and Photos



there is sometimes.... i think i am always too late to make it... i jus gotta e feelin
but e feelin is not a gd 1...is quite a bad 1...
today i was so happy to see u smile tt way,its been a long time since i saw tt...



am i gtg to wait again?? i think tt is a NO. tmr i will take action! E+R=O
tts e way im got to do it.

i think today i will be spraining my right wraist....do a lot of times of freeze..
learning freeze,top rock n power moves(maybe)



Saturday, September 19, 2009









Lovely Pictures, Images and Photos

friday was a dam bad luck day but also a fun day for me.

fri decidin not to go for training,but too bad gonna caught.sian.... den hav to pei TOC walk evrywhr dunnow for wat...

den after tt join back e activities. hahas..dam funny e RT games. ESPECIALLY all e ppl come,dam cool!

there is also solo PK wif me n yanhan. hahas I WON! hahas

after np,debrief...im e 1st 1 to zao.hahas den pei yunhui,dilys,simin n priss. they keep talkin n talkin. for me,silent mode as usual.hahas

*i dun talk much is becuz i dunnow wat shld i talk abt,if got i will talk. ^^*

den went to bbt.talk all craps. yunhui n dilys playin around. while i jus sit wif yl,say nth. HAHAS im so guai.hahas

oya. i even receieved a present frm my friend,Mary. which is a knitcap. dunnow how much she brought it for me.. hahas but thx.

haiz...today is sure a borin day....borin.... nth to do lorx. use com,use until sian....

oya! at here, i wan to thx yunhui for lending me her calculator. luckily she lend me,if not i will fail my test man... N also, dilys. im sry for injuring ur elbow. i didnt know tt u were behind e door. so i ram into e door, thought u 2 went away le. SRY!.

i think tts all for yesterday n today. gd byes. LUVES U. ^^

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

it was tuesday 12.40 pm tt i told u i like u. but it just come out frm my mouth n e courage i gain. actually wat i rlly wan to say to u is i luv u.
im not askin u for stead tis time of moment,cuz of e final yr exams.i dun wan to crop up bth of our studies.


these few days,i rlly rlly vry slack...study vry few.
E circles maths! i cant even figured out lor! n this thur is test on tt?! wth?

hahas.thx to linux.my internet gone faster,com also.now i can go sch n use linux n play game! yea. hahas
i hope u will be lookin at this pic.^
wat i really wan to say is tt i love u alot.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

hahas.. jus finish my own personal badminton training.
-skipping rope(fast)
-skipping rope with 5kg weights(normal n fast pace)
-push up 20
-train accuracy
-weights 5kg per hand.
-hand balance

jus forgotten 1 thing-cranches n sit ups! sian....

jus watch e lin dan tis yr yonex competition. he e best man.



hooyea! he is a bth handed!!! hahas.
passion for badminton.
hope to take e regular place. hope there is a ranking match also....

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

hahas...
today is quite a fine day....nth much happen. study study study...
finally elmost finished my emaths hw...jus 5 more questions.. yes

hahas...today morning recovered frm my mood yesterday.:)
jus notice something n figured out something. n wat to be n wat not to be.
today morning, i was keep thinkin abt something... y mus i be angry wif her? jealousy maybe?
but soon...i realise tt i was actually carin for her these whole time... not a hint of luv at all.
its jus carin. tts wat friends n besties r for. right?
:)

sry abt all e scoldings or upset words i hav said to u.

:) but i still hav some1 in my heart:) she is e only 1st 1 to hav 600msgs wif me. i rlly appreciate tt n cherish abt it. :) though i may not look at u anymore, but if e heart is there. ppl will naturally feel it.
i jus hav to say tt i still luv u. :)

fall down,stand back up. never back down-
beauty give crushes,personality give a soothing feeling to ur heart, but when bth r together it give crushes and a soothin feelin to e person.
but to some ppl, they luv e personality of a person,nvr carin abt e beauty.
some ppl,luv e beauty but not personality-
there will never have a perfect person in this world.life is tt unfair. its jus tt u hav to make e correct choice who u wan to be wif, wat type of friends u make, e path u will walkin wif e person, or alone.-
nobody can force e rights of e another person.-
its e choice of u and e person...

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

i feel like im a big stupid fool..... havin faith in evrything.....

my heart has died n im not gtg to have another crush....

a cap on my head,sittin there coverin my eyes in e shade of e cap.... cryin lonely in e heart...nvr wan to find another 1 again...

im jus a stupid fool.... if can,im gtg to wear my cap n play badminton wif it, leavin e memories behind.



i think now my feelins is all said in tis song....

Big BANG- Haru Haru


i was wrong abt u,myself.... lost all my faith...

u fall,u jus hav 2 get up

Monday, September 7, 2009

erm.....nth much to say bahs....jus tt 40 mins need to go liaos..... for e class performance-dunnow go there for wat. but also can slack slack. hahahs

yesterday,played audition...so long nvr play liaoz....few so panic after seeing e keys. evrytime miss is e last key or no reason for miss. 2pid.
hahas.i even thought i was playin wif my friends for 4 songs. den in e end den know is not my friend.2pid...
den l8r rlly play wif my friend hahas.... haiz....
no badminton till end of exams....sian....but study comes 1st....

nowadays,my life is gettin borin n lonely.... not sure y... go home also 1 person,go sch 1 person,stay back after sch also 1 person. but i think i have alr used to it...e borin life i had.
think of it of tmr.... haiz.... tmr is my job! but i fail bth tests! so cant go for my job...sian no money...

shuffle,running man,music!
hahas...yesterday was 1 gd story of e night in bus21...
yesterday blur blur take bus 21 to pasir ris
take e wrong way! sian take off take bus 21 back to my hse... blastin my music n my ears of shuffle music..cool. hahas.. den its like all e ppl in my bus heard my music hahas.. shld be bahs...hahas

now....i seriously dun understand wat u r thinking.....its only U. i dun rlly get it.... my IQ is high,but i cant get e reason behind all tis.npcc im not gtg, u go. now its like evry friday u will go there. its like wat the hell is gtg on... now i didnt care u any more,didnt even wan 2 look at u... maybe SOME1 will appreciate me for tis. cuz these days is his best chance to take it.. i dun get it.... i hav changed my character so many times. almost mixed up my emotions. i hav went through hatred,kind,happy,sad n loneliness. i dunnow wats e point man..

kk gtg off....to eat breakfast.....


LONELY GUY SITTIN ALL BY HIMSELF


wat a stupid day today lousy day...

AKAYA-

tis month hav happen alot of unhappy things....r/s,results n all stuffs...
i dun rlly know wat tis world is happening n to me...
my heart jus feels like it has dead, cant feel any emotions,luv... a heartless person...
nvr know when will my heart reborn again...
i was able to join in e nxt yr competition B-division. quite a gd thing for me.
but the heart of mine still cant be cured.
wats so nice abt drills?! i jus dun get it.... now i dun even know wats my reason for not lookin at u anymore...not a single glance... maybe theres wat rlly i do...
im jus cant hav e feel, but the likin is still there...
hard to explain...

e reason y now i rarely talk is becuz there is too much things for me to think alr...
wat shld i do....heartless....

now learnin n doin shuffle...

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

now im in sch... doin some stupid stuffs, makin stupid blog for e mangrove thing. stupid.

today i dunnow whether is it a gd day or a bad day... jus found out some of e truths....
its okay to say it directly... now i feel no pain, no emotions,no heart..jus nthing....
tmr i dunnow whether shd i go to badminton training or not, cuz tmr gonna crash wif e tutions i had...haiz..must redo my time management again.... haiz...some how i dunnow how to stop havin crush wif other ppl,i jus wan to be somebody, but nvr hav a heart for other ppl.

soon, i goona buy another top up card again.28 dollars for 128 dollars hahahas. in my msg, i hav send 1231 msgs!!! cool.
700 of msgs is someone-not mentioning her name, 2nd most is my meimei. wendy hahas.

den now i excited awaiting for my results.-to go for e admission of tis season- 9 to 12 sept. akltg camp. all juniors and seniors combin. hahas.

D, i know tt u had told me a lie tt is gd... its gd enough to comfort me. hahas..jus thx. :) Y,im sry to mistaken abt u.... im just thinkin too much... maybe tts e 1 tt has been destroyin my life...destructin myself... hahas...

l8r havin a class photo..ahahas. m hair scuks??? maybe??? but for some ppl its ????? i dunnow...
hahas.. i dun think i wan to buy e class phto sia... its a disgrace maybe? sad...











THINK POSITIVE OF E PERSON...BE A NOBODY>JUS URSELF. LUV NO1.....NO HATRED,NO LOVE

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

tis few days hav been a bored and borin days.... u started to hav cold war wif me... stop talkin to me, stop replyin to me... deprssed...is just tt i didnt showed it on my face...or maybe no1 can notice it.... now i feels tt tis e fate i mus hav..nvr endin....badminton nth much...feel like quittin npcc n go for badminton... amke a blog for badminton already..nxt is shirt.now i wished tt u could talk to me... tts all i wanted.

Friday, August 21, 2009

I'm inside e badminton CLUB!!!! YEA!!! ROK!!!!!!! at 1st i thought im gtg to be kick out by mr wong, but i think after mr wong seem my play, he decided to let me in bahs...shld be... but is gd to be in! played wif sec 3 ppl.... nxt wk got training- monday and thursday. got new coach!! ARX!! hahas..haven seen e coach yet. now thinkin whether shld i ask teacher to have a t-shirt for e badminton club... giv me ur comments...

Friday, August 14, 2009

When I'm Gone lyrics

[Introduction]
Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...

[Verse 1]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 2]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 3]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..

[Chorus/Outro]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...



today is a vry fun day.. real fun. and also thx yonglong. tis song is for u, sing for u.
thx 4 evrything today. :)

Thursday, August 13, 2009

finally i cld post! its a long time since i post.
yesterday is my best day of my life.


i even fold paper flowers n a letter for my meimei :P

i had a akltg test n interview at keppel tower there. i meet Marx on e way there n started discussin abt e test. den trina give us a revision of evrything. thx trina! den i pass e **** letter to hillary, told her to pass to meimei. den she keep jisiao me lor. after tt, e test starts...

they told us we cannot cheat or talk but in e end we stll talk n cheat. still cheat until vry powerful.. ahahahas. i was e 1st 1 to go for e interview n funniest thing of all e interviews.. is BONG! he keep kaobei us lor..u say ya, he say go papaya.nxt!

ya...den evry single of us gonna kaobei by him..1 even kaobei him back. hahas nice 1. almost time up, i STRESS ARX!! i keep movin around n jumpin around like nobody business lor. cant find e infor i need!!!! HOW! die lor....
ahahas n also nicholas-hes e best man. he raps! n even freestyle rap battle wif me..topic is e akltg test. ahahas

on my way home,i saw kumar. how cool is tt. he also came back frm keppel tower beside.cool.
now i feelin rappin...thx 2 nicholas.. hahahs hope to see u guys again in tis incomin camp..being wif u guys is fun. n also meet a new friend--yunhui.quite a nice gal. LOL!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Here are the Top 10 Best Japanese Rock Band:
GacktJob

BUCK-TICK


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Asian Kung-Fu Generation

Asian Kung-Fu Generation is a Japanese rock band formed in Yokohama, Japan in 1996. For nearly its entire career, the band has consisted of vocalist Masafumi Gotō, guitarist Kensuke Kita, bassist Takahiro Yamada, and drummer Kiyoshi Ijichi.
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Janne Da Arc

Janne Da Arc is a Japanese rock band, hailing from Hirakata, Osaka, Japan. The band's name is often seen shortened to either "Janne" or "JDA".
L'Arc~en~Ciel
X Japan
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Top 10 Best Japanese Rock Band
Here are the Top 10 Best Japanese Rock Band:
GacktJob

BUCK-TICK


UVERworld

Gazette

Dir en grey

Asian Kung-Fu Generation

Asian Kung-Fu Generation is a Japanese rock band formed in Yokohama, Japan in 1996. For nearly its entire career, the band has consisted of vocalist Masafumi Gotō, guitarist Kensuke Kita, bassist Takahiro Yamada, and drummer Kiyoshi Ijichi.
S.K.I.N
Janne Da Arc

Janne Da Arc is a Japanese rock band, hailing from Hirakata, Osaka, Japan. The band's name is often seen shortened to either "Janne" or "JDA".
L'Arc~en~Ciel
X Japan

X Japan originally known as "X", a Japanese band founded in 1982 by Toshimitsu "Toshi" Deyama and Yoshiki Hayashi. The group achieved its breakthrough success in 1989 with the release of their second album Blue Blood.

Monday, July 6, 2009

hihi!! today is e best day man!! today went to bedok mrt to meet yuting,dean,zhanhao they all....same as always..im e first 2 reach again... actually today im quite lucky! by right, i was scolded by my parents yesterday midnight...n told me tt i tmr cannot come...i sibei angry lorx...but in e end, tis mrning they let me go YEAH!!!

den we went to east coast park,talk quite a lot in e way.. den we set down at a place near e beach, den go rent bike n cycle to almost changi there...hahas...alot of fun on e way! also meet a new friend which is yuwan bestie-cheryl(shld be e right speelin) hahas..i hav finally how to 1 handed cycle..on e way,i dunnow y im so clumsy man... haiz....keepin losin concentration...

den rain..sianz.... went to bugerking n eat lunch at there...didnt eat..on diet. tis is how i lost 2KG man! cool. after tt, we taught nicholas how to play daidi...den played asshole daidi. hahas..me n hongming keep on gettin 1st n 2nd hahas...asshole dun wan to say lahs..its bad to say..u know. den last game! asshole shld hav forfit!!!! WTF!! ASSHOLE INVOLVED INTO WINNER,WINNER INVOLVED INTO ASSHOLE!!wtf! punishment is.......scoop up m&m frm a bowl of flour......stupid yuwan...put e M&M all e way to e bottom, make me eat e flour...hahasss...dun be angry arx..yuwan. SRY! den in e end..my whole face full of flour...go wash up my face.

den we take bus to tampines inter..go TM. some go watch movie-drag me to hell, some go find ppl, some go eat dinner. den me! i go play arcade...e basketball game...wth lorx..nearly break e record...ZZZZ then after went home...end of today!!! oya! didnt get to see zihui they all hahas... den kheeteng e assassin...follow us on e back...n we dun even notice it lorx! until i look behind.