i am feel wif full of hatred and sadness..

in my class there is no 1 understand me and my feelings the most,not even my closest friends.
i have been thinking they r so gd,can go out wif friends ,have money ,go to places i dunnow..
I AM A FROD IN THE WELL!!!!!!!! i cant take it, even those i think they r gd friends,they also tease me cuz my skin colour. if they say again, i will.....

i am super pissed off...today..

today,i at class have been thinking my problems,pissed off by the teachers, friends.. can sit wif their friends talk happily together. 4 me there is nthing 4 me 2 do..watching them talking, which gets my anger reaching the limit. After NP, i feel more pissed off , hearding friends gtg out tmr..i cant. Thinking i am a frog in the well, dunno everything outside the world.. i have been thinking tat i should be dead not alive. if i have 3 wishes... i want a DEATH NOTE kill those pp i hate, can go out often, and the last is die..

tis is my first blog...

haiz..y is it so difficult 2 make a blog sia.. it makes me so dam #@$@!! wed gtg for a blood test and thinking should i piece my ear or watch L movie-change the world.... At sch happening so many stuffs, 1 week can have 5 tests meh!!! every1 started to 'HUH'!!!! LOLZ... at home dunno wat 2 do..so i do blog lol..