WolfX

2010-03-11T10:41:00.001-04:00

maybe i wan to close tis down...

2010-02-23T11:28:00.002-04:00

god man.. so so long nvr post. but who cares~
hahas. jus for myself. sian sian jiu blog.
BORIN~

passed evry subj. whoohoo~

nowadays VRY DE SLEEPY~ dont know why.
keep wanting to sleep.

2010-02-15T06:26:00.001-04:00

2010-02-13T16:07:00.000-04:00

congrats to yunhui n pohchin! Last Long! ^^

2010-02-02T05:57:00.004-04:00

lols.
first thing i could say is *laughs*
these few days bad things just keep on flowing non-stop. VRY DE BAD ARX!!!
kidney starts to hurts again X.X
eaten vry little these few days also. lose a few KGs. force myself to excerise so that i wont feel hunger. but still vry tired. affected me~
these latey evry recess will be playin bball. but i didnt improve at all??
haix... why~ i jus wanna be a better player, and jus took tt path. tt path can only giv me the way to win. if i didnt took it, im always stuck in my old self. stuck. i hate it.
nobody will ever understands my feelings.. i cant tell it out to someone when i needed someone so much to talk to, someone i could trust for ever, someone who rlly understands me, someone who concerns...
i dun wanna stuck myself in a game which i could not do anything in that game. i wanna move on, better n stronger...

im sorry to.... yonglong bestie, wilbert, chichoy,xuanwei, and some other guys.
im seriously very sorry for injuring ue guys, makin ue all hurt physically. i know when im tryin to block ue guys in the air, while ue all were layup, i physically contact. sorry for being so violent in the game. i wish ue guys could understand...

i luv tis part~ especially the 1 on 1 prt.

2010-01-24T00:35:00.002-04:00

im stuck between two sides.... i dont know how to move on... which side should i choose... my life jus ruined like tt.. if i went to the another side.. the another side will hate me. if i went to the another side, the side will hate me again... its jus neutral, dunnow which to go...

2010-01-17T10:58:00.001-04:00

sunday sure is a borin day~~~

had bbq todae~

eat till dam full. watched movie also. "Armoured"

den do art uhs. study abit.

dinner.

do art again. den thought of something

2010-01-16T21:58:00.002-04:00

yesterday~

went to sch to find yunhui they all after their camp.
luckily i spotted them fast, or else i will hav to wait till dunnow when.
den went to 450 slack for a while.
had 1 on 1 match wif benedit. hahs lose to him, thx to his stupid jokes uhs.
den continue to play non stop~~~
see yee n his friends came.
had matchs also. hahas
blahs blahs~

todae~'
jus knew tt bintan camp is so fun! =.=
stupid me... dun wan to go....
haiz haiz...
thx to pohchin uhs. temptin sayings. hahahs
play bball afterr tt againz~~~~
learnt a new layup againz~ hahas hang time quite alot.
gotta put full loaded weights liaoz~~~
hahas
den went to 450 for a while, had a match.
teamed.
played.
sianz.
went home.
got scolded.
bye.

2010-01-15T22:33:00.001-04:00

smile smile smile~

2010-01-15T09:17:00.002-04:00

Todae playe bball at 450. Got alot of ppl. Seeyee n his friends were there also. Had matchs. Hahas was invited to smoke quite alot of times, but I all rejected. Somehow, I felt vry sry. I was too focus in the game, didn't notice there is ppl watchin. Maybe nxt time I play , I shall look at the audience den shoot or layup. ;) tt shall helps. Nth much anyway, I jus not ling ago leaved a scar in my left eye. It stands for something but I dun rlly wan to say it out. Why's is things keep comin, when I dun even wan to do?? Sparring, smokin all these. I alr sick of it. I rlly wished tt my friends won't end up smokin n havin gangs...

2010-01-09T14:01:00.002-04:00

Haiz.. These few days also not tt IN to bball luhs. Is not I dun wan to play bball anymore le. It's jus tt the feel is gone alr. But after I had stopped playin bball, friends start to change. I was wonderring is it tt it was my fault to bring e bball road in to them. Playing bball till late, and in the end got sick. I was totally worrried abt that. I rlly wished tt ue all won't walk that path.. Shld I come back for bball or shld I not? I dun know. Now only I could do, is to talk more. Tryin vry hard to entertain ue all. These few days is gettin better. Not much emo as be4. Sometimes I rlly dun know out there, is there anybody supporting me along, care.. Or hate me in some ways. If ue all dun speak out, puttin e matter inside ur heart n let it bygone be bygone. If it's like tis, I will nvr know wat ue all thinking. I know, ue all hidin something frm me. But, it may hurts others. In my mind, what is actually friends. I rlly dun know abt tt. There is too much ans for it. I'm tryin my best to smile evryday, resist my temper. I dun know why this feeling in my heart will start to come out. Evry time, I see bball, I will start to feel hatred in my heart. But the body feel like walkin toward n play. But if there is rlly a chance to play, I will play it. My bball soul is laid on e sch bball court. Not anymore in 450. I rlly wished tt I won't regret for wat I had done. Piano songs rlly calm me down. My bball standard will always be in tht standard. I will nvr be as great as the others. Haiz. Also nth much to say out luhs. I feel tt bball make me become morevulgar. Haha, for no reason jus scold. Gonna change. Tis is to someone. I will always luv ue, I didn't forgotten ue ever since. If it is, it still happens to comeback. I wanted to forget ue, but it jus get out of my heart.

2010-01-04T11:42:00.002-04:00

i jus found out tt... im not tt important anymore. In my life, its rlly was nth. it come out nth, no matter how much i paid. i wont be playin bball anymore. todae, bball totally made me sad. todae was e last day. i at 450, even my friends r there, hahs. didnt even talk to me. sounds COOL huh. I EMO. pissed off, went to sch, n played 3on3. overall, my grp wins. me,osborn n roy. todae i nearly take a puff of a cigarette. even if i appear at there, but my presence is not there alr. cuz nobody felt my presence.

2010-01-03T10:28:00.001-04:00

hey guys, tmr is sch reopens n todae is also e last day of holidays.

e sad thing is tt ever since 2010 came, my life became vry miserable...
i had lost my courage, my smiles start to disappear...
i wanted to smile so much...but e heart was broken...my heart cant take it, n my emotions start to follows...
emo-ing now...

2010-01-02T15:01:00.003-04:00

Haiz.. These few days after the new yr eve, sure had happen alot of unhappy moments... Holidays did nth much also... Hv been playin bball at different locations. North cc, blk450 and bedok north court. If ue ask me, which court is the best. I think it will be 450. Cuz there has alot of different type of players. Playin long at there, I started to become a streetballer. I'm different frm the past. My friends ha taught me, e players there had taught me. Tricks and moves.. Of cuZ, I had also meet new friends at there. It took me so long... Haiz. I'm so jialat.. Haiz. Nvms lahs. Nxt time be more friendly can Liao lorx! Smile
more!!! Hahas. There's no need to act cool. Hahs. Great, I'm talkin to myself again liaoz. Hahas, thx to the non-responds ppl. Jkjk. Hahas. Stayin at home, sure makes me think alot of things, makin me heart ache, worry here worry there.. Haiz. Totally can't throw e idea away. Hahas. But luckily dilys is there for me, ue r my best Mei!!! Thx!!

2009-12-25T12:35:00.002-04:00

i jus scolded oppsite blk neighbour!!!! woots. 1st time i feel so firce.
they shine laser at my hse. den i spotted.
my first reaction.
NaBEI! point middle finger at them.
den go to my window point two times
den search for them. hahs

not they didnt shine le. hahas

tts my another mankit :D

bth sides of ME and me

2009-12-25T07:39:00.006-04:00

QotZ~

1. pick a scar and explain how ue get it.

ans: lols. while doin stupid things, e glass slice my arm meat. hahas so happy to see it O>O

2. what is on the wall of ur room.

ans: nth. plain white

3.what music do ue like/

ans: all sorts. depends on my mood

4.what is ur current destop pic?
ans: Blackstar pic. hahs

5.what do ue want more than everything now?
ans:livelong friendships and a interestin life

6.what does ur phone look like?
ans:sone erisson

7.what time were youu born.
ans: evening. shld be

8.are ur parents still together?
ans:yes

9.are ue scared of dark?
ans: depends on my mood. mostly is no.

10.who is the last person who makes ue cry?
ans:hmm...its been long i haven cried... its a yr alr? cuz of heartbroken?

11.wat kind of hair/eye colour do you like on the same sex.
ans: any kind. best is natural hair colour

12.do ue like painkillers?
ans: i nvr tried 1????

13.coffee or energy drink you prefer.
ans: BTH! coffee foe me to use com till overnight. energy for me to hav lots of energy to play!

14.fav pizza toppings.
ans:ehh..cheese ? dun too much cheese. my taste cant take it. hahs!

15.if you were to eat anything now, what will you like to eat?
ans: LAKSA~

16.who is the last person who make ue mad?
ans:hmmm..hmm...HMMM....definitely not friends... parents?

17.do ue speak other language?
ans: eng , chi, and my fav. monkey language.

18.what is the last gift someone gave ue?
ans: ue mean present? none?

19.do you like someone?
ans:yeah...

20.are ue double jointed?
ans: no

21.fav. friends
ans: yahs

22.what is ur dream car?
ans: dun have??

23.would you fall in love even if the person is leaving?
ans: i will only miss her

24.say a number 1-100
ans:4

25.blonde or brunette
ans: ?????

26.

2009-12-22T15:19:00.002-04:00

Gd morning evryone!!! im still awak!!!
i haven sleep since i woke up yesterday:DDD
hahas finally finished my work~~ wootS~~~
no e nxt mission is........... play COD6:Modern Warfare 2!! and also Prototype for 3hrs +++
hahas after tt. eat breakfast den go to sch, play bball and train shuffle.
hahas lookin forward to this yr nxt yr sec1s :D
i hope there will gals to like me :X jkjk
hahas
short post lahs~ tonight maybe blog again maybe not le.
after todae i will be lesser to online and blog~ but maybe i can message le! got new phone number also.
i wish i wish i could sign e students plan~ pls~ if my whole family allows.. if dun allow..haix... sian lor!
kaykays gtg play my game!!!!

2009-12-21T23:02:00.003-04:00

life is sure so bored but time past so fast...
as time pasts fast, memories jus flies...
nvr came back to ue....
it is either ue keep it or jus ope nthe cage and let it flies..
some memories cant flies, they stay in the cage, never wanting to fly away...

2009-12-18T11:44:00.002-04:00

so sian these few days...seriously.. dun kno wat to do.

todae meet kokyong play bball
sian sia... take e ball frm xiangyou.
waited for 2 hrs plus plus.. so freakin sian
den went to north cc and played.
after tt, around 6 plus. played a match wif two kids.
they are so obsessed to lan qiu huo. wtf?
bth acting like daying. say they wat wat vry powerful
okays lahs. shootin is gd only. but easy to block.
after tt, played full court. we totally owned. hahas 2v2
in the end we won.. haix. but those two didnt come. haix haix.

while on my way home.. under my hse blk.
i saw cheeson and the his friends.
hahas. dam funny lahs. i was totally shock sia.
den they start teachin me shuffles. hahas and meet new friends also.
all shufflers. 3 clans
hahas
they are friendly, though they smoke. but its okays wif me.:D
nth much for todae le... chatted wif friends.
my right ankle hurts!!!! thx to e faulty fall of my layup. dam it.. my ankle~~~
got to train my running man!!!

2009-12-12T07:30:00.000-04:00

MERRY advanced CHRISTMAS tO EVRYONE!!!
first in the morning wake up. totally annoyed by my stupid alarm. only get to sleep for 4hrs plus. haix haix.
10.30 leave e house. went to SCC
10.45 reach? see them talk talk. staff explaining e details and warnings. hahas. me and the staffs all wear BLACK?! hahas so im counted in e staff :D
2 volunteers also came:D
hahas help out help out

1 male 1 female.
Shawn and Xavier(dunnow how to spell)
hahas took bus to AMK SCC.
got lollipops on our way there :D
play play talk talk in the bus
e Jin and the other gals keep bullying me 1. Zzzz
so frustrated and annoyed by them
Reached.
got aLOT of children! and staffs also. hahas
the event was hosted by MayBank
quite a cool party
evryone was given a christmas hat. hahas
me and mdm kei keep dun wan to wear.
mdm kei: aiyous hen paisei sia.. (laughs)
me:yah lor yah lor
mdm kei: (she wear the hat le. O.O) hahahs. alexis wear! i wear ue also mus wear.
me: keep laughing~ omg~ so paisei
suddenly miss diyana join in
miss diyana: OMG. e hat is so small for my head. hhaas
i exchanged with her, den exchanged with yusolf. his one so big sia! can cover up his whole head. XP
a lot of staffs at there also wearin BLACK?! wat a conicidence. hahas
see shows perform by the host. got a female host call Alexis?!?! O.O
omg~ the kids suddenly all look to me. hahahs
keep standing all e way~
hhahas e best show for the event! super yoyo performance by SpinWorkz
hahas e champion of singapore super yoyo is call Alex. hahas another me :D jkjk
its perform by two guys. 1 chinese 1 malay.
junwei suddenly gget so hyped up. start taking out phone and record e performance. hahas
so hyed up by e yoyos.
den there is two yoyos goin to be giv out. haiz so sad sia...junwei didnt get to go up. e other 3 kids went infront le.
after tt. LUNCH
hahas the kids had MacDonalds!!!! OMG
but.
our staffs is better! :D
BUFFET!!!! XD
so delicious!!!!
hahas while we were eating there is a lucky draw. junwei gt chosen for it! and e other two kids. forgotten their name. haix. nvms abt tt. each they got a prize containing tickets of................................ Hollywood Dino tickets! 2 adults and 1 children.
so cool~~~~
hahas. suddenly miss diyana say something dam funny!
"bring me go leh! i also wan to go!"
hahas we started laughing(only staffs) hahas
took goodie bags. WAA!!!! mdm kei ye wei mian tai tang xin le bah. me,miss diyana and her took totally 21 goodie bags when e kids alr had??
so count all together wif e kids. we got 21+27=38 goodie bags?!!!?
hahas
took it to e bus.
at the bus way back back SCC.
waakao. Jin and vickey keep tag team bully me. so frustrated.
keep talkin back~ i also. hahas
den start pulling each other hair. Jin say all e bad things abt me =.= wth....
boil up my nerves lahs.
she tag team with Jin and yet keep gonna hitten by Jin. hahas
dne Vikey wanted to give me a sweet(shld be) cuz she keep handling e sweet to me. askin who wan. den when junwei wanted to take, vickey snatched back. hahas when i wanted to take, vickey wanted to giv le. but hor but hor! Jin got snatched it away and say dun give this Alexis. wth... :'(
hahas totally is boild up my nerves. but i endure endure~ dun evr let my temper goes off.
hahas win Jin through talkin back. she choke! hahas
so tis whr rap helps. hahas cool cool~
suddenly, dun know wat happen. there is a fight? between felicia and the three sisters.
dun know wat happen.
put e goodie bags in the office.
den evryone went back homed.
so tired~
reached home. do stuffs for a while den sleep le.
i suddenly felt a loneliness in my heart O.o
dun know why. dun care abt it lahs
photos coming up!!!! :D

2009-12-12T06:15:00.007-04:00

2009-12-10T06:59:00.000-04:00

2009-12-07T07:46:00.005-04:00

first day rlly nth much~~

haix...

8am wait up. gonna annoyed by e alarm.

went to SCC.

go there wif a SIAN feeling....

no1 to pei mi talk like last wk....haix...

miss e talks sia...

its e first time i ever talk first to a stranger and slowly to a friend and slowly to JIE.

gonna upload some pics i took at there.:)

luckily e kids are still entertaining me.

at there ji siao me. say i like who who.

blah blah blah

now curretly know 3 friends :D

Minyee,Izan(shld be correct) and Tongshan jie:D->>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

also at the scc. know a lot of kids:D

list out:D

1.Junwei

2.Vicky

3.Jin

4.Daniel

5.Yusolf

6. forget liaoz...hahas XP

these few are always e one who is playin wif me. hahas

here is some pics:DD

2009-12-04T06:37:00.002-04:00

YESTERDAY~~~

went to sch bballl court. started playin all by myself.
pohchin,xiangyew at sch doing sjab cca fair thingy.
suddenly i felt so left out in the bball court. cant get e feel to play bball.
slept at there for a whiile...cant rlly sleep. way too quiet in the sch.

den went to 450 bball court. :D
went there played a match at there.
4 v 4.
i think we lose. hahas by a few points.
i scored 4. two layups two 3-pointer shots.

so fun of playin wif them.

den l8r pohchin and xiangyew came le.
6+. dilys,yunhui and dilys mei come.
hahas they so funny. at there having evening picnic. XP

TODAY~~~
haiz....quite a sad day?
jus know a friend frm the centre two days ago. and todae is her last day le.
her name is tongshan.
haix.... nxt wk, i think i will feel a person had gone..
sad sad SAD!!!!
last day of seeing each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ar!!!! sian.

2009-11-28T07:13:00.002-04:00

super tired todae... and sick also...feelin so unwell...

played a bball match wif some other ppl. haiz...no feel at home totally suks.

i think i at there im e sukest. dam it. need to buck up!!!!

need more training!!! ahahas. l8r i sick again.Xp

short post dun hav e feelin to post evrything todae...:((

2009-11-25T07:44:00.002-04:00

short post for today.

planning to wake up at 5 in e morning. den go to sch around 5+. play bball all e way to 6+ in e afternoon. hahas gou li

but ite i went to sch at 9+ den started playin le.

ite didnt went for sjab there. sry!
play bball all e way. Ky,Pc started playin first. den sjab came back and dismissed.
now is Ky,Rc,Pc and Mk start playin. soon invited Yh and D. =D
hahas bth of them so fnny. =DDD
den i continue to play................until Wq and Sm came.
Xy came e last.
around 5+ Yh and D went homed.
den i slept at there. so shiok to sleep at e bball bench. so cooling~~

hahas...haiz...still dunnow wats my present is. so anxious!!! heard tt got quite a no. of friends shared e money to buy tt present. but thank you!! for e present first! even though idk wat is it. hahas.=DD

fri goin out..shld be.
playin pool wif alan,shirley and some other ppl. hahas

buay buay~

2009-11-15T20:47:00.004-04:00

hahas 1 week didnt post le :x
cuz tis whole wk is camp!!! OBS and my buddist camp

OBS 1st day.
me,anthea,wesley meet at sch gate outside 1st den went in.
it was raining man...waa a bad start for e 1st day. haix
den we walk in, meet e others at canteen.
hahas it seems like my bag is the smallest hahas. actually is not mine. is rebecca's one. hahas
den we took bus to punggol OBS. sitted at there..WHOA. so many schs... see the sch alr got 1 feeling. is..... i dun wan to go liaoz lahs! hahas. we sitted at there vry sian...wanted to go out of this OBS camp. we started playing heart attack and etc. we were split into grps.
me,rebecca,chrisnan and mos is grp to ARMSTRONG! yea! hahas.
anthea and some other who(forget e name) was grp to AMOSEN.(shld be correct)
den the others dun know split into dunnow wat names. hahas
we took a boat there. reached pula ubin~~~~ hahas. there still got reception!!!!
asked to surrender ur valuables. but i didnt surrender my phone. hahas. most of us didnt. :D
kay..lets skip~~~
ice breakin
job to be distributted--me medic.hahs
learn to pitch tent~~
pitch
talk talk
at night pitch tent...den sleep. Zzzzz

OBS 2nd day.
okay....i think i totally forgotten wat we hav done in this day....skip~~~~
oya we had bread for morning and lunch only. sad. den hav to cook ourself for dinner.
night walk. went inside a forest where no lights or lights can be on.
we walk to a distance.den hav to walk back ourselve without any speech or lights help.
im the first two. i walk solo throught e forest. saw quite a lot of things beside me. haha!
after walkin out. u can can feel the happiness around u. woots!
anthea and rebecca is the funniest one. hahahs

OBS 3rd day.
trekking!!!. pack. walk.
waakao! dam heavy arx!!! my shoulder and back ache like hell!!!! now i finally know why turtle move so slow...cuz i finally got e feelin of it.. hahas. we totally treek for 7hrs. hahas...reach the destination. SO HAPPY!!! wat a nice view of e sea :DDDD
the cooling breeze...
night cookin. so hard to see~~~
WE,EAST VIEWIANS, MEET AT THE BEACH.JUS ONLY FOR EAST VIEW. hahas. we meet all together. den talk talk. hahas vry fun :DDDD

OBS 4th day.
all pansei me. :((( hahas no lahs. no1 pansei me.
hahas. kayakiing around pula ubin.
got sunny day den storm den sunny day den storm.
omg...almost to the back i started gone krazy. its not like me when my hand starts to feel pain den still can chiong all the way. hahas. as i writing this, i feeling a bit dizzy...u know the wave feeling. hahas
some ppl lor... keep banging us. made us until hav to keep changing direction. sucker
at night, cant sleep. dun know why. den jiu msg msg. msg april den jinglong.. all went to sleep after a while. sian~~~hahas den alone at there sitting.
oya oya! meet a lot of friends also. hahas!

OBS 5th day. last day
start packin up. pack back whr it belong.
hahas we e fastest grp to pack finish!
den den slack slack.hahas
got a photo of us frm e OBS. i brought a shirt also. now i haven wear it. dun feel like wearin it. hahas
haix....i totally miss this camp sia...so fun and tough~ hahas. I HAV GONE BLACKER!!! AND MUSCULAR!!! HAHAHS!

i luv this camp!! and learnt a lot frm this camp. and also hav to thx to Charles for being so gd to us and joking wif us. thx for e bedtime stories! :DDDDDD

buddist camp-1st day.
sian diao....some stupid performance~~~
skip~~~
at night..woohoo...the best man.
PILLOW FIGHT!!!
we all gang bang 1 kid sleeping in the middle. hahas he dam innocent lor.
ahahas
after tt, we started scoldin vulgars and callin ppl to shut up.
we at there scoldin and shoutin at 1 side to another side. den the another side scold back
hahas
i scold quite a lot. hahas!

buddist camp-2nd day.
nth. boring also.. cannot early go. F4CK it.
sian..phone no batt also...haiz..cant make a call to some1...:(((((

tts all for last wk camp!!!

2009-11-08T07:45:00.003-04:00

hi evry1111!!! so tired.... after a fun day today. :))))))))))))

today anthea and rebecca came to my hse and watch movie.
rebecca and anthea went to eat and rent CD under my hse.
den i went down and fetch them.

we watched 'shutter'
so not scary in the beginning.in disc 1
den started to hav ghosts! in disc 2
hahas
i didnt scream at all. they keep laughin and screaming! hahas
anthea hold my pillow..keep holdin. hahas
watch finish le. den wanted to watch another horror movie. but dunnow why my media player gone sot. hahas. keep hang.
den we started playin dai di on my bed. den play cheat. den play uno. den play stress. stress is played e most. we watched abit of death race also. hahas. stop watchin after they fel so sian abt it. hahas
6+ i went down wif them. den wait. hahas

went back home. suddenly feel so sian le. like shao le ren. ;((((((

oya they left me a ice lemon tea. Xp

hahas. tmr got OBS. sian diao le....after thinkin tt got other schs joinin us also... ;(((((

5 day camp. frm monday to friday.
hahas dun know how to da han it.

5 days vry long sia...can do wat nia????

siaan lahs!!!!

my rap blog~~~http://thisisat.blogspot.com/

2009-11-04T09:17:00.003-04:00

yo..this is going out to the bitches and jerks i hate..
guess what. now im writing all your negatives in this rap..

YO. in the beginning,
you all were acting innocent
like childrens stealin money wif nobody business.
acting infront of us, lying people's feelings like a child play.
after you guys ended your child's play,
u all started to act like a
f4ckin bitch and jerks.
hurtin ppl feelings,
firing ur guns wif ur toy guns
like 2yr old kids..
or maybe u guys
are even worse den 2yr old kids.
but there is a truth in u guys
u guys are not even humans
jus animals, f4ckin like animals
f4ckin animals like dogs
u guys are worse den dogs
dogs at least has a heart
u guys jus heartless
enjoyin to see e pain in ppl's eyes
laughin at them
teasin at them
feelin like u had own them
but, its the another way round.
u guys were own by us
dog chains on ur neck
tied to a side.
soon u guys will be dumped
kicked around
played around
teased around
till u regret for wat u had done.
only dogs like u guys
will bark loud, gettin ppl attention
thinkin tt ppl will like it
actually u are wrong.
ppl will jus find ue annoyin
and started harming ue wif words
jus like wat i am doin now.

2009-11-01T12:50:00.004-04:00

2009-10-31T11:11:00.002-03:00

byesbyes Vonica. hav a nice trip at indonesia! ^^

todae morning wake up. 6am

brush teeth blah blah. no breakfast! arx! wth sia?
eat orea.

went to sch slack for a while. hahs saw some1. hahs Xd
slack,exercise cuz vry bored. den rasyid call me. ask me to meetup liaoz
take bus to library busstop. jovin and rasyid reach liaoz. hahs
wait for adhmad nxt. hahas. while waiting i play PSP again! XP
tis time no more naruto. tis time is final fantasy. hahs! so fun!
admad came. all wear long pants sia. only i wear shorts XD
they say there vry cold. hahs

took bus 27 to changi airport. XD
dam lot of ppl. but vry fast vry few ppl. hahahs
we reached take pics pics. my camera again! hahs!
den went to burgerking.eat eat. rasyid treat me. XD hahs THX A LOT!!!
den suddenly all of them cannot eat finish. all dump e french fries at me. hahs! so many!!! around got phrase 3. hahs!

keep walkin, keep eatin. shafie didnt came, at home sleep sleep. hahs he late for it.
den took pics. vry soon vonica hav to check in alr. at there laugh laugh take pics again.hahs!
oyahs.her friends came also. XD
some look like chinese,suddenly speak malay.shock me.

after vonica hav alighted. we started to hang around. vonica's friends went back home.
we hang around. go see see. candy shop,anime shop blah blah.

den go back tampines. went to T1 and TM. hahs went there and play arcade.
started playin all sorts of games. DDR i tried todae hahs! so hard sia! especially when admad press random, choosen a high frquency 1! wth! so hard sia!!! took vids of it also hahas!!!!

after all those, went to toy n us. play play. den meet shafie.
jovin wnt back 1st. we 3 went to play LAN shop. hahhas
saw mdm nach on e way. she saw us went to LAN shop also! hahs!
played L4D. for 1 hr. den played CS. dam pro sia shafie!!!!

after tt, evry1 went back. i went back to sch. sclack.

pics and vids will be uploaded!!!^^

2009-10-28T07:38:00.008-03:00

today is 1 tiring day...

went to sch. wow..so few ppl sia.. den sit around...
vry de bored.
hahs. until at class, we started eating nuggets and drinking XD. eat vry few today dunnow why.no appetite bahs.. den heard a gd news is tt the whole class is promoted!!! hahs to express! but some will be advanced better den nth.

den went to e hort park. on e way there, watch my friends play PSP- the naruto game again. hahs. eat eat. also eat vry few.
untill there den i started to play PSP. hahs.. at there ultra hot sia.make me sweat until like the appearance of jus played bball. hahas
walk walk take pics pics.

den in the end went to the brigde. started to parkour at there.HAHS! only e steady ppl go there! hahs..luckily no childish ppl at there.
heres a video of we playin around. if u see properly, i shuffled abit.HAHS!

den when back to sch.on e way back also vry fun. not tt fun as startin.cuz evry1 tired le. hahahs.

luckily e air con is strong enough sia... if not can see me in drenched XD

on my bus to tm hor...the bus driver is CMI sia... suddenly stop. make me PS infront of e whole bus sia. stupid

after sch. go buy things wif shirley,alan n rosey(shld be correct). go tm fairprice buy drink and alot of stuffs.for concillor camp. hahs although im not 1, but still help lahs. hhahahs

took taxi back to sch.put e things den go back home. at bus stop chat chat. den i turn my head, i saw ______ and _______. wt? den they came ovr, den ______ scare me lahs. suddenly standing beside me sia! and somemore so quiet.den vry fast,bus came le.

on e bus home. hahs. there is a double deck bus beside our bus. den got 1 chiobu sitting at there,combing her hair. i glance at her ONNLY ONCE. den she look at me wif a smaall smile.den i look back.look at each other for few seconds, den e bus started to move.hahas

stupid sia..today.wat a _______ day. XD

2009-10-27T14:13:00.002-03:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DILYS!!!! ^^

sian...tmr outing. sure dam borin 1 lor...
today play PSP the whole day and also gonna being zui sa.hahas by ameline. i call her, den she say call me again. so i call lahs. she repeat again. den i call again =.= den she started chasing me like wat. 2 rounds around fourth floor. if tmr see her hor...i dunnow how to run liaoz. hahs.

play PSP- the naruto shippuden game. hahs rise of the naruto shippuden rise of the akatsuki clan. hahs dam fun sia! unlock the clan also. hahs!
a trailer for u guys^^

hahs.tts e game i hav been playin. den eng lesson. WOOTS!! my fav man! movie!!!! STOMP E YARD!!! cool sia. although i watch alr, i still wan to watch again!!! i luv e music man!

kay kay..almost signin ff. hahs. tis is not a diary mankit!! XD Ps
hang out wif 308 is totally dam boring. YAWNS~~~

2009-10-26T07:26:00.001-03:00

im gonna dead meat~~~~ wish me gd luck to survive in e nags and punishment.
tis whole wk n nxt wk. wish me gd luck kays?

i WAN TO DIE!!!!

wont be postin for vry long~

2009-10-23T09:50:00.002-03:00

sian...vry de sian...totally no mood. spoiled my day.

no mood to play badminton, my racket spoil liaoz. haiz. results like shit. can go NA liaoz. zzzz nxt wk ptc liao leh... sian..sure gonna scoldin n beatin 1..haiz...

now almost evry after sch will go play bball. yesterday play wif RC, they all. i play untill dam high. use 'RASENGAN' and 'CHIDORI' hahas. layup. hahs childish me. XD

den today played wif yl,chalie, and kenneth. woots kenneth train my layup. hahs
play wif chalie 1 on 1. hahs. i take so long to figured out his weakness! so hard sia... his weakness is his speed. hahs. give him a quick drive in can liaoz. hahs.
den team up. i wif yl, charlie wif chi chong(shld be correct bahs).
hahs. startin losin like hell. den vry fast catched up. hahs.
nth much le...
goin to find job also.
tnight do sketches! drawin hahs dunnow wat to draw

2009-10-22T09:03:00.001-03:00

today is sure 1 stupid day..

2009-10-21T06:19:00.003-03:00

videos for ue~hope u know who u are~)

OMG!!! can u believe tis!!

2009-10-20T10:12:00.003-03:00

lols....

yesterday

went to tution. meet new friends which is all of my classmates in the tution room hahas
talk talk. meet badminton player also hahas
talk abt zach chee blah blah..

today

get back my phone gonna cuaght by santa for not being integrity in survin detention :'(
zzz totally serve dunnow how long.. den now all e teachers who see me in detention all know me le. hahas

play basketball.shoot shoot.
drink 2 can naughty G, 100plus(1.5) and some energy drinks.
waa...drink so many fluid sia...luckily i didnt ovr limit my leg muscle. or else i will seek for help again and drag my myself home. hahas.
so bored...:(

2009-10-18T10:27:00.002-03:00

okays. frm today onwards im not carin other ppl le. kays... and i think tt some1 had jus betrayed me. :) thx alot arx. i made u as my friend, but u jus take it as nth. u gd....badminton training match, u ppl better watch out. im not goin to physically damaged u all, i will jus make u feel anger in badminton, quittin badminton lose ur passion of it. plus, if u join badminton jus wan to be wif some1 else, den get lost. join CCA is not for u to find dates hor! its passion okay?!

i hate u these type of ppl. BETRAYERS, PLAY WIF NO PASSION, PLAY WIF NO SPORTSMANSHIP!

HOLIDAY TRAINING, I WILL MEET U ALL THERE. BUT U AS WELL, DUN COME FOR IT... GO FOR UR DATE.
THERE IS PPL WAN TO TRAIN THEIR SKILLS OKAYS.

2009-10-17T23:32:00.004-03:00

so bored...today morning...

yesterday

had a rlly fun day though we were gin out to study.
went out wif aly,yunhui,dilys and yinning

meet aly 1st, went to buy specs n my hatcap hahas
den go find BSF. library didnt open. so we went to mac
study study.except for 1 at there talkin through paper LOL?
den dunnow why suddenly start talkin le.
hahas
yinning is so poor..gonna bullied by yun n aly hahas
eat ice cream also need to be so alert.hahas
ahahas dilys is the most funniest 1.
she look at me 1st, den i look back. the moment i look back. she laughs. ??? i dun understand??? my monkey face??? o(O.O)0
hahas den me n her talk abt the uncle beside us hahas dam funny lahs. i made her laugh till sot hahas yea!
the uncle is in love wif dilys worksheet! hahas
wan th number? is, 9236236 ( obviously its not real =] only got 7 numbers. ]

after tt, dilys went home 1st. den l8r we decide whr we wan to go. we at inter. think for 15 mins le sia.

den donate money..den in e end those balloon ppl go seperate us. :(

hahas den go home.

at night,keep talkin n msning to dilys. hahas tis blogskin is made by her also. i will cherish it^^

she so late den sleep lorx.. but i sleep early 1st, cuz i was asked to sleep early by her. hahas

today.

nth much..use com e whole afternoon. chiong my anime hahas

so sian sia...tmr no sch again...:(

dun like it....i got a bad feelin of my results...somehow.

aiz. dun think so much lahs. its e consequences of it.

borin.

2009-10-14T12:29:00.002-03:00

Ease up on the past, let go of the anger.

Caporia-mixed wif breakdance and MMA.
my style.

dun like it? 1 set of badminton match. no violence or hatred after the game. sportsmanship.

1 set game-21 points

2009-10-13T11:23:00.002-03:00

after someone post....the unstoppable came again...kazuma came to me...
i felt like a pawn followin wat the nxt step shld take...but if i didnt took e step, i would feel totally regretted abt it...i felt tt when i reached out for u,u seldom came.but u nvr reached out for me,even if u do, i cant feel it...

and i dunnow whether will i able to survive tis holiday...cuz i got a strong feeling tt im not gonna make it for tis exam...if the consequence is high...i will be stop schooling...

pls giv me a ans...shld i continue or stop?

i wasted too much blood...my heart is drippin bit by bit.no bandage

2009-10-13T03:37:00.001-03:00

hahas. 1st time hang out wif yunhui,dilys n yinning. hahas..went shopping. i dam quiet, they keep talkin. dunnow why cant utter a word or find a topic...ahahas
we went to girls store...i follow... bought necklace frm a girl store. hahas..my courage.hehe

2009-10-11T05:18:00.001-03:00

felt abit moody...dun know why....

lols...jus prActice my breakdance... my 1 hand stand need to use right hand..lol....now den figured out....also can do elbow freeze le..hahas..caporia jus done also..now i sweatin like wat.

2009-10-10T23:18:00.003-03:00

thx dilys for helpin makin these blogskin. its vry nice. i wont change tis blogskin anymore.^^

so bored..... ttwo nights burned.still cant finished my art..
zzz. my layouts is so cropped up by e artist inspiration...stupid.
gonna control my use of phone again liaoz. keep usin phone n play games--dunned to study arz?

now my mind is seriously dam messy, its full of thoughts. cant even get rid of them...

haiz...sometimes i rlly cant control of my side... only after alll the happenings, n thoughts of it. i truly regretted wat i said n wat i done. i dun even know wat shld i say to them...a SRY? no..i dun think tt will even do the job....

i dun know which side shld i choose.... the quiet,gd side of mine? or the happy,keep laughin side of mine???

haiz....i rlly hope i will get all ovr these ovr... i dun wan to be hated.............
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i'm sorry.truly sorry for what i hav done....

2009-10-09T07:44:00.002-03:00

today went to tampines mart-mac after exams..
after a moment ask e BSF come.
dilys 1st reach,ahahs she had a fun time
den l8r bth of em came... became more chaotic
haiz....for some1...i dun get her mind...
nvm lahs.pics nxt

2009-10-05T03:38:00.002-03:00

today is a way too bad day for me.....12am gonna scolded till 1am....
den go to sch entertainment phone gonna confiscated by mrs ng(form teacher) for not handin up e edusave form..

den 10.15 my sms phone gonna confiscated by miss shanta... i was jus switchin my phone sia...
stupid...

den after sch, go find miss shanta to claim it back. den who knows she check my msgs....zzz still ask me to ask my friend to go see her... i die liao lah!!!!!! HE WILL SURE SCOLD ME TO DEATH LOR!!!!

she also saw i sms to yunhui...die liao tmr...die... im so sry yunhui....to pull u inside also...im vry vry sry.....now im dead worried abt u....im scared tt ur phone will be confiscated....sry!

2009-10-03T16:02:00.003-03:00

my life has turned better... but does any1 heard be4 e curse of e full moon??? i think i hav tt curse??? evrytime i see e full moon,e 1st thing come to my mind is..bad things is goin to happen...yahs..dunnow whys...

yahs...

but im able to smile again! now almost evrytime i see ppl, i will smile. hehe how cool is tt. u smile to ppl, they will naturally smile back. ^^

woots! monday lendin storybook frm em.hahas how cool is tt! thx alot MUACKS!

2009-10-03T15:56:00.002-03:00

today is a fun fun day in e afternoon only..hahas
cuz got dilys to entertain!!! hahas today she is dam high dunno y...hahas but its gd to see her tt happy. ^^

now is so sian n blorin n not sleepy... but i bet once i lie on bed,sure sleep 1. hahas

i think nxt time i will become a fasion designer but not those sisi type. is those GENTLEMAN N STYLE. yea!

2009-09-30T07:28:00.002-03:00

today we walk past each other class...
i walk past urs nvr takin a look at it...
u walk past mine nvr takin a look at it....
n l8r...
we walk past each other...
nvr takin a look at each other...
continue to walk....

2009-09-29T12:24:00.002-03:00

these days dam freakin tired.....
monday is one stupid day...i dunnow why, i will think tt my tution starts on 4.30 nia....reach tution at 4.29 den its not open.WTF...
den l8r go find alan they all at north park..play play see see.play until 7+ den i went to tution(my tution starts at 5.30) opps.
hahas. tution was supposed to be 4hrs eng..sian...
go home study for 1 hr, lie at bed den slowly sleep le....

tuesday-
zzz...gonna fooled at class when my friends told me e wrong ans..
maths nia...
slept suddenly while doin grp work(chemistry)... dam tired sia...
den almost today lessons i hav been sittin alone...dam sian sia...
wan to listen to class also cannot lorx...no mood. my mind dunno flow to whr leh...maybe in monkey land bahs.lols.
den play play a outside class while waitin for teacher.
chase each other...ahahs my speed gone faster. thx to badminton training hahas...
after sch...sack slack eat eat..
den went back to sch for a while,check out e indoor court..zzz nobody playin...
go home sleep bath. den go tuton again.zzz
stupid sia..my phone...evrytime at tution class frm full batt to 2% batt.wth...make me cannot msg.
i wonder shld i today stay awake tonight n finished up e art or? shld i jus sleep?
ahahs

tmr i think im gonna bring two phone to sch le...zzz 1 phone for sms den another 1 for playing.

hahas

tmr got another tution again! AR!!! sian ar!

sian...i wonder wat is goin to happen tmr...so sian haiz...no1 to talk to...so quiet...

2009-09-27T13:14:00.003-03:00

after the taste of lots of wasabi, it helps me alot... my life has turn back to normal. i became more happy.^^

n thx alot to someone for being there for me, when i need someone.^^

i will cherish it.

2009-09-27T08:10:00.003-03:00

I WAN AGGRESSIVE ROLLERBLADES!!!! FOR MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT. THAT IS 1 OF MY BIGGEST WISHES....

IF SOMEONE COULD GIVE THIS PRESENT, I WILL REMEMBER YOU FOR LIFE, AND PUT UR NAME ON THE AGGRESSIVE ROLLERBLADE.

2009-09-26T07:39:00.002-03:00

finally...i back to myself... my mask hav recovered...glad...
tis song for evry1 readin my blog. tis song means something to me...

my favourite-machi wo ai zhou xin xin.
feel like use all e lyrics n use on some1 hahas

2009-09-25T21:58:00.001-03:00

i think its finally my time to show wat i got... its show time.

2009-09-25T21:32:00.002-03:00

evrytime my friends told me to take the 1st step. yes,i listen to them. but wat happens nxt? the lessons jus keep on repeatin.. there is one thing i dun get it at all... u gave the chances to someone but u nvr gave the chances to anyone anymore... Problems jus keep on coming n coming non-stop....my friends they suffer,see their emotions, i will think back wat happens at tt time...
i dun wan to see those memories anymore...u jus piss me off. i dun care whether is ur friend who did it for u. yesterday, the juniors are dam fuckin lucky, tt i nvr get pissed off... once if e training there is no more sirs or mdm...u guys will rlly take it frm me. i dun care whther junyi has scolded u alr,u giv me attitude. i will giv u my attitude.

im gtg to find myself back..im totally lost myself...i can nvr control my emotions anymore...its funny i laugh,not funny i dun laugh. yesterday was a truly a bad day for me. i wan to punch my face again, destroyin e smiles n laughs on my face..
I DUN WAN TO LIKE ANY1 ANYMORE!
I WAN TO MY HEART TO FEEL NO MORE FEELINGS!
I WAN TIS WORD"LOVE" TO VANISH IN MY HEART N MIND!

AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEVER BACK DOWN!

2009-09-25T20:27:00.003-03:00

ssss...... why sia why.... now evrytime i sleep, i will see you....i hate tt feeling....
Patience is the key to it right? wat shld i do..... to clear this memory of it.....
badminton only clear it for a short while,breakdance dun even help at all lorx....maybe i shld try back my old style-MMA
but seriously fighting is not a vry fun thing to do... MMA is prt of me n i dun wan to show it..u may not like it...when it comes to sparring.

after seein tis video...haiz...rlly dun feel like fighting anymore... only fight fight fight....
in e end,it gain nth..jus gainin more fights to u..tts all..

at here, im gtg to apologize to u for wat i'v done. sry.

2009-09-24T08:14:00.002-03:00

haiz...dunnow wat the hell is happening today sia...gd things n bad things come 1 after n e another...Ssss...
i dun my mask will last long...i feel tt its slowly breakin bits by bits...

2009-09-23T03:15:00.002-03:00

today nth much also.
jus did wat i shld do. i took e 1st step.
n also heard a lot of craps frm 306 alr.... Ssss....
i think those words are jus tryin to pull me down. NEVER BACK DOWN!

i will continue to love you, no matter what it takes. jealousy comes to me, i will jus hav to bear it.

2009-09-22T11:14:00.003-03:00

now im rlly dunno how i feelin right now....
now im feelin totally regretted abt who i trusted n wat i hav done...
yes.my emotions is there,but do u know tt my heart is inside cryin out?
i dun even dare to show my emotions at all...
now i rlly feel like my breakin my wrist...im hav tried evrything....breakdance,badminton,shuffle but all these didnt clear e heart pain... its gone in tt moment but after it....its back...

im dun feel like talkin to any1 right now...even my smiles seems to be real...but in e deepest of my heart, there is a cut in it...

2009-09-22T05:48:00.005-03:00

today nth much...at class didnt sleep at all, keep watching e GATSU game hahas
luagh till cannot laugh hahas

den went to find anthony, go inside his class talk talk.hahas had a gd time talkin.

tmr im gtg to take a strongest n most courageous step.

there is sometimes.... i think i am always too late to make it... i jus gotta e feelin
but e feelin is not a gd 1...is quite a bad 1...
today i was so happy to see u smile tt way,its been a long time since i saw tt...

am i gtg to wait again?? i think tt is a NO. tmr i will take action! E+R=O
tts e way im got to do it.

i think today i will be spraining my right wraist....do a lot of times of freeze..
learning freeze,top rock n power moves(maybe)

2009-09-19T05:30:00.004-03:00

friday was a dam bad luck day but also a fun day for me.

fri decidin not to go for training,but too bad gonna caught.sian.... den hav to pei TOC walk evrywhr dunnow for wat...

den after tt join back e activities. hahas..dam funny e RT games. ESPECIALLY all e ppl come,dam cool!

there is also solo PK wif me n yanhan. hahas I WON! hahas

after np,debrief...im e 1st 1 to zao.hahas den pei yunhui,dilys,simin n priss. they keep talkin n talkin. for me,silent mode as usual.hahas

*i dun talk much is becuz i dunnow wat shld i talk abt,if got i will talk. ^^*

den went to bbt.talk all craps. yunhui n dilys playin around. while i jus sit wif yl,say nth. HAHAS im so guai.hahas

oya. i even receieved a present frm my friend,Mary. which is a knitcap. dunnow how much she brought it for me.. hahas but thx.

haiz...today is sure a borin day....borin.... nth to do lorx. use com,use until sian....

oya! at here, i wan to thx yunhui for lending me her calculator. luckily she lend me,if not i will fail my test man... N also, dilys. im sry for injuring ur elbow. i didnt know tt u were behind e door. so i ram into e door, thought u 2 went away le. SRY!.

i think tts all for yesterday n today. gd byes. LUVES U. ^^

2009-09-16T10:38:00.002-03:00

it was tuesday 12.40 pm tt i told u i like u. but it just come out frm my mouth n e courage i gain. actually wat i rlly wan to say to u is i luv u.
im not askin u for stead tis time of moment,cuz of e final yr exams.i dun wan to crop up bth of our studies.

these few days,i rlly rlly vry slack...study vry few.
E circles maths! i cant even figured out lor! n this thur is test on tt?! wth?

hahas.thx to linux.my internet gone faster,com also.now i can go sch n use linux n play game! yea. hahas

2009-09-16T10:15:00.009-03:00

i hope u will be lookin at this pic.^
wat i really wan to say is tt i love u alot.

2009-09-10T08:39:00.000-03:00

hahas.. jus finish my own personal badminton training.
-skipping rope(fast)
-skipping rope with 5kg weights(normal n fast pace)
-push up 20
-train accuracy
-weights 5kg per hand.
-hand balance

jus forgotten 1 thing-cranches n sit ups! sian....

jus watch e lin dan tis yr yonex competition. he e best man.

hooyea! he is a bth handed!!! hahas.
passion for badminton.
hope to take e regular place. hope there is a ranking match also....

2009-09-09T07:01:00.001-03:00

hahas...
today is quite a fine day....nth much happen. study study study...
finally elmost finished my emaths hw...jus 5 more questions.. yes

hahas...today morning recovered frm my mood yesterday.:)
jus notice something n figured out something. n wat to be n wat not to be.
today morning, i was keep thinkin abt something... y mus i be angry wif her? jealousy maybe?
but soon...i realise tt i was actually carin for her these whole time... not a hint of luv at all.
its jus carin. tts wat friends n besties r for. right?
:)

sry abt all e scoldings or upset words i hav said to u.

:) but i still hav some1 in my heart:) she is e only 1st 1 to hav 600msgs wif me. i rlly appreciate tt n cherish abt it. :) though i may not look at u anymore, but if e heart is there. ppl will naturally feel it.
i jus hav to say tt i still luv u. :)

fall down,stand back up. never back down-
beauty give crushes,personality give a soothing feeling to ur heart, but when bth r together it give crushes and a soothin feelin to e person.
but to some ppl, they luv e personality of a person,nvr carin abt e beauty.
some ppl,luv e beauty but not personality-
there will never have a perfect person in this world.life is tt unfair. its jus tt u hav to make e correct choice who u wan to be wif, wat type of friends u make, e path u will walkin wif e person, or alone.-
nobody can force e rights of e another person.-
its e choice of u and e person...

2009-09-08T06:54:00.002-03:00

i feel like im a big stupid fool..... havin faith in evrything.....

my heart has died n im not gtg to have another crush....

a cap on my head,sittin there coverin my eyes in e shade of e cap.... cryin lonely in e heart...nvr wan to find another 1 again...

im jus a stupid fool.... if can,im gtg to wear my cap n play badminton wif it, leavin e memories behind.

2009-09-08T06:44:00.000-03:00

i think now my feelins is all said in tis song....

Big BANG- Haru Haru

i was wrong abt u,myself.... lost all my faith...

u fall,u jus hav 2 get up

2009-09-07T21:39:00.004-03:00

erm.....nth much to say bahs....jus tt 40 mins need to go liaos..... for e class performance-dunnow go there for wat. but also can slack slack. hahahs

yesterday,played audition...so long nvr play liaoz....few so panic after seeing e keys. evrytime miss is e last key or no reason for miss. 2pid.
hahas.i even thought i was playin wif my friends for 4 songs. den in e end den know is not my friend.2pid...
den l8r rlly play wif my friend hahas.... haiz....
no badminton till end of exams....sian....but study comes 1st....

nowadays,my life is gettin borin n lonely.... not sure y... go home also 1 person,go sch 1 person,stay back after sch also 1 person. but i think i have alr used to it...e borin life i had.
think of it of tmr.... haiz.... tmr is my job! but i fail bth tests! so cant go for my job...sian no money...

shuffle,running man,music!
hahas...yesterday was 1 gd story of e night in bus21...
yesterday blur blur take bus 21 to pasir ris
take e wrong way! sian take off take bus 21 back to my hse... blastin my music n my ears of shuffle music..cool. hahas.. den its like all e ppl in my bus heard my music hahas.. shld be bahs...hahas

now....i seriously dun understand wat u r thinking.....its only U. i dun rlly get it.... my IQ is high,but i cant get e reason behind all tis.npcc im not gtg, u go. now its like evry friday u will go there. its like wat the hell is gtg on... now i didnt care u any more,didnt even wan 2 look at u... maybe SOME1 will appreciate me for tis. cuz these days is his best chance to take it.. i dun get it.... i hav changed my character so many times. almost mixed up my emotions. i hav went through hatred,kind,happy,sad n loneliness. i dunnow wats e point man..

kk gtg off....to eat breakfast.....

LONELY GUY SITTIN ALL BY HIMSELF

wat a stupid day today lousy day...

AKAYA-

2009-09-07T02:27:00.001-03:00

tis month hav happen alot of unhappy things....r/s,results n all stuffs...
i dun rlly know wat tis world is happening n to me...
my heart jus feels like it has dead, cant feel any emotions,luv... a heartless person...
nvr know when will my heart reborn again...
i was able to join in e nxt yr competition B-division. quite a gd thing for me.
but the heart of mine still cant be cured.
wats so nice abt drills?! i jus dun get it.... now i dun even know wats my reason for not lookin at u anymore...not a single glance... maybe theres wat rlly i do...
im jus cant hav e feel, but the likin is still there...
hard to explain...

e reason y now i rarely talk is becuz there is too much things for me to think alr...
wat shld i do....heartless....

now learnin n doin shuffle...

2009-08-26T01:54:00.006-03:00

now im in sch... doin some stupid stuffs, makin stupid blog for e mangrove thing. stupid.

today i dunnow whether is it a gd day or a bad day... jus found out some of e truths....
its okay to say it directly... now i feel no pain, no emotions,no heart..jus nthing....
tmr i dunnow whether shd i go to badminton training or not, cuz tmr gonna crash wif e tutions i had...haiz..must redo my time management again.... haiz...some how i dunnow how to stop havin crush wif other ppl,i jus wan to be somebody, but nvr hav a heart for other ppl.

soon, i goona buy another top up card again.28 dollars for 128 dollars hahahas. in my msg, i hav send 1231 msgs!!! cool.
700 of msgs is someone-not mentioning her name, 2nd most is my meimei. wendy hahas.

den now i excited awaiting for my results.-to go for e admission of tis season- 9 to 12 sept. akltg camp. all juniors and seniors combin. hahas.

D, i know tt u had told me a lie tt is gd... its gd enough to comfort me. hahas..jus thx. :) Y,im sry to mistaken abt u.... im just thinkin too much... maybe tts e 1 tt has been destroyin my life...destructin myself... hahas...

l8r havin a class photo..ahahas. m hair scuks??? maybe??? but for some ppl its ????? i dunnow...
hahas.. i dun think i wan to buy e class phto sia... its a disgrace maybe? sad...

THINK POSITIVE OF E PERSON...BE A NOBODY>JUS URSELF. LUV NO1.....NO HATRED,NO LOVE

2009-08-25T03:20:00.000-03:00

tis few days hav been a bored and borin days.... u started to hav cold war wif me... stop talkin to me, stop replyin to me... deprssed...is just tt i didnt showed it on my face...or maybe no1 can notice it.... now i feels tt tis e fate i mus hav..nvr endin....badminton nth much...feel like quittin npcc n go for badminton... amke a blog for badminton already..nxt is shirt.now i wished tt u could talk to me... tts all i wanted.

2009-08-21T11:18:00.000-03:00

I'm inside e badminton CLUB!!!! YEA!!! ROK!!!!!!! at 1st i thought im gtg to be kick out by mr wong, but i think after mr wong seem my play, he decided to let me in bahs...shld be... but is gd to be in! played wif sec 3 ppl.... nxt wk got training- monday and thursday. got new coach!! ARX!! hahas..haven seen e coach yet. now thinkin whether shld i ask teacher to have a t-shirt for e badminton club... giv me ur comments...

2009-08-14T08:30:00.001-03:00

When I'm Gone lyrics

[Introduction]
Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...

[Verse 1]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 2]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 3]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..

[Chorus/Outro]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

today is a vry fun day.. real fun. and also thx yonglong. tis song is for u, sing for u.
thx 4 evrything today. :)

2009-08-13T08:25:00.001-03:00

finally i cld post! its a long time since i post.
yesterday is my best day of my life.

i even fold paper flowers n a letter for my meimei :P

i had a akltg test n interview at keppel tower there. i meet Marx on e way there n started discussin abt e test. den trina give us a revision of evrything. thx trina! den i pass e **** letter to hillary, told her to pass to meimei. den she keep jisiao me lor. after tt, e test starts...

they told us we cannot cheat or talk but in e end we stll talk n cheat. still cheat until vry powerful.. ahahahas. i was e 1st 1 to go for e interview n funniest thing of all e interviews.. is BONG! he keep kaobei us lor..u say ya, he say go papaya.nxt!

ya...den evry single of us gonna kaobei by him..1 even kaobei him back. hahas nice 1. almost time up, i STRESS ARX!! i keep movin around n jumpin around like nobody business lor. cant find e infor i need!!!! HOW! die lor....
ahahas n also nicholas-hes e best man. he raps! n even freestyle rap battle wif me..topic is e akltg test. ahahas

on my way home,i saw kumar. how cool is tt. he also came back frm keppel tower beside.cool.
now i feelin rappin...thx 2 nicholas.. hahahs hope to see u guys again in tis incomin camp..being wif u guys is fun. n also meet a new friend--yunhui.quite a nice gal. LOL!

2009-07-09T08:45:00.001-03:00

Here are the Top 10 Best Japanese Rock Band:
GacktJob

BUCK-TICK

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2009-07-06T11:06:00.003-03:00

hihi!! today is e best day man!! today went to bedok mrt to meet yuting,dean,zhanhao they all....same as always..im e first 2 reach again... actually today im quite lucky! by right, i was scolded by my parents yesterday midnight...n told me tt i tmr cannot come...i sibei angry lorx...but in e end, tis mrning they let me go YEAH!!!

den we went to east coast park,talk quite a lot in e way.. den we set down at a place near e beach, den go rent bike n cycle to almost changi there...hahas...alot of fun on e way! also meet a new friend which is yuwan bestie-cheryl(shld be e right speelin) hahas..i hav finally how to 1 handed cycle..on e way,i dunnow y im so clumsy man... haiz....keepin losin concentration...

den rain..sianz.... went to bugerking n eat lunch at there...didnt eat..on diet. tis is how i lost 2KG man! cool. after tt, we taught nicholas how to play daidi...den played asshole daidi. hahas..me n hongming keep on gettin 1st n 2nd hahas...asshole dun wan to say lahs..its bad to say..u know. den last game! asshole shld hav forfit!!!! WTF!! ASSHOLE INVOLVED INTO WINNER,WINNER INVOLVED INTO ASSHOLE!!wtf! punishment is.......scoop up m&m frm a bowl of flour......stupid yuwan...put e M&M all e way to e bottom, make me eat e flour...hahasss...dun be angry arx..yuwan. SRY! den in e end..my whole face full of flour...go wash up my face.

den we take bus to tampines inter..go TM. some go watch movie-drag me to hell, some go find ppl, some go eat dinner. den me! i go play arcade...e basketball game...wth lorx..nearly break e record...ZZZZ then after went home...end of today!!! oya! didnt get to see zihui they all hahas... den kheeteng e assassin...follow us on e back...n we dun even notice it lorx! until i look behind.

2009-06-11T13:11:00.002-03:00

kay tis post will be a long 1 but i will jus sumarise it.. lets begin.... On 6/6/09, e first day of my akltg program... 7am woke up in e morning, lookin forward to it, as tis is my 2nd time im gtg for tis camp. e whole camp is frm 8am-1145pm. hahas tts long.. reached there liaoz at tanjong pangar. listrning to songs, met a lot of familiar faces. den we r all seperated to our grps... 1 team 6-8 ppl. total 15 grps. in e startin, intro, form a grp name, brainstorming... the grp names r... team V, Eagles, little happy red dot, arx alot of weird names lah.. our 1 is eagles... dunnow y choose tt name... den we start our programs already... waakao tt side is dam freakin cold man.. dun bring jacket will froze to death 1..vry de awaken,.. but hardly participate lahs.. den trainers start to crack a lot of funny jokes wif us to keep us awake n more laughter. e food at there not bad lahs... around 3.5/5. den almost gtg home, watched part of a movie- rocky. quite a long show. alot of ppl fell asleep at tt time. den our trainer say tt tmr mrnin will have a outdoor p.t. n a trainin.... kay gtg for a while... i will post another dy of tis camp. alot to say. its a memorable 1..

2009-06-05T01:59:00.001-03:00

2009-06-03T07:32:00.000-03:00

since i cant play bball, i will something to do! RAP! it!
ho /yea!

RAPPY!

2009-05-29T04:04:00.002-03:00

ok now some of u guys will be happy enough to read tis post. frm today onwards i wont be playin badketball anymore. in e future also. so nxt time u guys dun ask me for a basketball match or dantiao. if i touch it, i will hav highly consequences of playin bball. now e morning bball players, u guys can happily continue to play seriously wifout me. dean jingheng tt will be last game of ours. dean keep e record of defeatin me, jingheng u also. sometimes u guys maybe right.. ya.. my eng sucks real sucks. i will take it as a compliment. now evry morning i wont be so stinks anymore no more sweaty person. my bball, my parents hav dstroyed it. e bball is my best gift i got for my birthday, or maybe i dunevn hav a birthday? my life is jus tickin secon by second.. nvr stops until
i hav died. i started to become independent, quiet, emotional person nvr laughs to jokes. cuz these personality is all being created throygh my parents. yes. now i cant tink of any future dreams, cuz tey hav destroyed it too. maybe in my life there is no such happiness in my life.

2009-05-28T21:22:00.002-03:00

okay today might be quite a last post. today pyc im gtg to die. thx to my results n behavior in class. "kit man! kut man!" another nick formed by mrs ng. haiz... yesterday night was a bad 1, my mum hate to talk abt my results.. den my stupid older sis go ask abt my results infront of em still wan to compliment me also. i nvr sarbo u go sarbo me huh... made my day so miserable... today around 6plus when me n mum come back wif results.... she will keep on naggin at me whether i still wan to study, if dun wan to study go n work. sian i hav been hearin tis sentence alot of times. n i jus hav to kee on sayin i wan to study... haizz... ya.. later thy will surely nag abt me playin bball evryday. still say wat im not suitable to play cuz im not as tall As those nba players i like WTH?! compare a kid n a adult?!of cuz got difference lahs....e age so far...tey hav been rejectin me playin bball since sec2.... haiz... ttis also another reason y i didnt join e sch team or quit halfway.now... evry recess no money to eat liaoz.. hav to eat bread liaoz... sibei e hungry arx. yesterday dad evn suggest dinner i dun need to eat already jus eat breadfast n lunch... he will also keep other food away.... Wtf sia.....haiz these yr im so gtg to die....gd luck for me tonight n afternoon...

2009-05-27T20:53:00.000-03:00

5 more mins to E-LEARNING!!! whr all e friends mus online for a gathering. COUNTING DOWN>>>>>

2009-05-19T10:52:00.003-03:00

got tis frm my bestie yonglong. THX! man.

The name as follow will be ordered by who I thought of first.
1.Yuwan(cuz now im talkin to her.)
2.yonglong
3. khlisman
4. Jocelyn
5. jinglong
6. khee teng
7.
8. renhao
9. Yuting
10. Xiao Pang
Now the Questions are:

How do you know number 1?
Through a camp(YBC),add through msn,leadership camp.

What'll you do if you never met number 2?
my life will be miserable and nobody will break my book of record! 4yrs together e same class.6yrs together.

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you?
Eeee!! number3 nvr!im not a G**! he is not also. number4 may consider...but highly possibilty i will not accept.tis will nvr happen.

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
NO WAY!bth of them are guys! 5 is my model.aiya!shld put 5 as yonglong. 6 is my big brother!

Do you think number 10 is attractive?
YES! SUPER ATTRACTIVE! jkjk...hes only cute n clever.

Do you know anything about number 8 family?
o...great....tis 1 im not sure abt it.

Tell me something about number 9?
he is suitable to become a shooting guard/jumper! friendly.

What language does number 2 speaks?
chinese,english.

Who is number 3 going out with?
(A) cant say e full name.

How old is number 4?
13.shes younger den me! hahs

When was the last time you talked to number 5?
7hrs be4.

Who is number 6 favourite singer?
not sure.:P

Would you date number 7?
WAA KAO!!! y so accurate 1! sian. i will nvr say e answer.

Is number 8 single?
shld be.

What do you think about number 3?
he is superduper funny! and random. hahas..not vry random.

Is 2 having a relationship?
yup!

Is 3 a male or a female?
male..de...stupid question.

If 7 and 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
hmm...maybe not.cuz they dont know each other.

What is 1 studying?
chinese,english,art,science..alot lahs

Is 4 single?
shld be.

Say something about 5
his reaction is vry fast.and i nvr he knew tt he got pierced!

What do you think if 3 & 6 are together?
hahas...maybe quite a vry gd friends?

What do you think will happen if 6 & 7 fights?
lols....tt will nvr happen. 6 is a gentleman.7 dun need to say lahs...jkjk

Do you like 8?
lols.as a friend.

2009-05-18T12:05:00.001-03:00

2009-05-15T17:11:00.001-03:00

ello! evry1! i bet this time evry1 has slept right? hahas,except for me. vry ddee bored.... played dota,fallout3 and battlefield heroes. play until sian arx! now nobody online...nobody to talk...now cant rlly walk well liaoz..haiz..

2009-05-15T06:49:00.005-03:00

starrin...The Professor and The Bad One.

bth are my favourites.

still few has been tryin their moves,but my body too stiff laizo,like wat yl said. FRAGILE GOGO

2009-05-15T03:19:00.004-03:00

你不适合打球，回家去吧......

Point Guard Point guard is one of the standard positions in a regulation basketball game. The point guard is normally the smallest player on the team and has perhaps the most specialized role of any position. Essentially, the point guard is expected to run the team's offense, by controlling the ball and making sure that it gets to the right players at the right time. After an opponent scores, it is typically the point guard who brings the ball down court to begin an offensive play. For this position, passing skills and court vision are essential. Great point guards are often measured more by their assist totals than by their scoring. Still, a first-rate point guard should also have a reliably effective jumpshot and should be a scoring threat from long distance.
High-profile point guards currently playing include Jason Kidd, Gary Payton, Steve Nash, Stephon Marbury, Baron Davis, Allen Iverson, Chauncey Billups, and Steve Francis. Great point guards of the past include Bob Cousy, Magic Johnson, Isiah Thomas, and John Stockton. Another great guard of the past, Oscar Robertson, combined the skills of a point guard with those of a small forward, foreshadowing the modern role of the point forward.
Shooting Guard A shooting guard is often shorter, leaner, and quicker than forwards. They are often the best jump shooters in the game, but can also drive to the basket. Many shooting guards can also play small forward. A shooting guard should be a good ball handler who is a good passer. Shooting guards focus on scoring, and allow the point guard to focus on passing. Most shooting guards are between 6 ft 2 in (1.88 m) such as Ben Gordon and 6 ft 9 in (2.06 m) such as Tracy McGrady. They weigh from 190 to 240 lb (86 to 109 kg).
Michael Jordan, one of the best-known basketball players in history, was a shooting guard, and helped define the role of the modern position. Other famous shooting guards of the past include Clyde Drexler, Jerry West, Walt Frazier and John Havlicek. Notable shooting guards who are currently active include Kobe Bryant, Dwyane Wade, Tracy McGrady, Ray Allen, Vince Carter, Richard Hamilton, Manu Ginobili, and Paul Pierce.
Small Forward The small forward, or colloquially "the three", is one of the five positions in a regulation basketball game. Small forwards are typically somewhat shorter and leaner than power forwards and centers but, on occasion they are just as tall. On offense, they are often well-balanced between power-oriented and shooting-oriented; on defense, they will seek steals and rebounds. Many small forwards can also play shooting guard; those who switch between the two positions are called "swingmen" or "wings". Among the most dominant small forwards of the past were Larry Bird, Dominique Wilkins, Scottie Pippen, Julius Erving and James Worthy. Notable small forwards who are currently active include Grant Hill, Peja Stojakovic, Ron Artest, Shawn Marion, LeBron James, Carmelo Anthony and Tayshaun Prince. Dirk Nowitzki is another notable basketball player with excellent small forward skills; however, he has mostly played at power forward in his NBA career. Usually small forwards can stand between 6'5" and 6'11" (1.96 - 2.13 m). Although they might be as tall as power forwards, power forwards are much more stocky and muscular.
Power ForwardPower forward is a position in the sport of basketball. Power forwards play a role similar to that of center, playing with their back to the basket on offense and positioned either on the low blocks or against the opposing power forward on defense. However, in most instances, the power forward is asked to shoulder more of a scoring role and somewhat less of a defensive role than a center.
Typically, a power forward is one of the larger players on the court, not as tall as the center but more muscular. They are usually expected to be aggressive when pursuing rebounds and score most of their points on the low post (no more than six feet (2 m) from the basket), as opposed to taking jump shots from farther away. Power forwards can be imposing presences on defense, but they usually defer to the center in terms of blocking shots and general intimidation. In the NBA, a typical power forward is between 6'8" and 7'0" (2.03 to 2.14 m) in height and 230-260 pounds (105 to 120 kg) in weight, and is often asked to play center in specific game situations or when a particular team lacks a taller player.
Famous power forwards in NBA history include Bob Pettit, Elgin Baylor, Elvin Hayes, Kevin McHale, Charles Barkley, Karl Malone, Chris Webber, Kevin Garnett, and Tim Duncan. Another notable power forward is Dirk Nowitzki, but while he is noted for his strong inside game (he is consistently among the NBA leaders in rebounds), many of his skills, particularly the strong reliance on his jump shot, are much closer to those of a typical small forward. One example of an effective power forward who did not fit the standard physical description for that position was Dennis Rodman, who was able to outrebound and defensively shut down rival power forwards despite being only 6'6", 210 lb (1.98 m, 95 kg).Center The center is one of the standard positions in a regulation basketball game. The center is normally the tallest player on the team, and they are generally preferred to have a great deal of muscle and body mass as well. A typical NBA center is 6'10" (2.08 m) or taller.
In many cases, the center's primarily role is simply to be very large, and to use his size to score and defend from a position close to the basket. A center who possesses size along with athleticism and skill constitutes an unparalleled asset for a team. Shaquille O'Neal of the Miami Heat is noted both for his enormous proportions, standing 7 ft 1 in (2.16 m) tall and weighing 330 lb (150 kg), as well for his mastery of elegantly simple post maneuvers. Yao Ming of the Houston Rockets stands 7'6" (2.29 m) tall but has mobility and shooting touch normally associated with much smaller players.
There has been occasional controversy over what constitutes a "true center." Some have argued, for instance, that Ben Wallace, while highly effective at center, is actually a power forward playing out of position, mainly because his 6'9" (2.06 m) height makes him considerably smaller than most centers he faces. Likewise, some would say that Tim Duncan, although listed throughout his career as a power forward, is actually a center, because of his size and style of play. However, these are highly subjective judgments. What is likely true is that, because there are currently so few people who meet the ideal size requirements of an NBA center, teams will sometimes find it necessary to play an individual at that position who would be more effective as a power forward.
Notable centers currently playing include Shaquille O'Neal, Yao Ming, Ben Wallace, Dikembe Mutombo, Vlade Divac and, in Europe, Arvydas Sabonis. Great centers of the past include George Mikan, Bill Russell, Wilt Chamberlain, Bill Walton, Kareem Abdul-Jabbar, Robert Parish, David Robinson, Moses Malone, Hakeem Olajuwon, and Patrick Ewing.
On some occasions, teams will choose to use a three guard offense, replacing one of the forwards or the center with a third guard.

2009-05-09T23:16:00.002-03:00

today slept at 4.30 supposin to pei ta until 6,but cant lahs..l8r my parents scold den die liaoz... den 9.30 woke up....freakin sleepy.... jus played call of duty 4...so long nvr play liaoz...arx...so tired... so many things had happened today mrning.. had a convo wif twt n jingheng talkin abt goin to mac in e erly morning.. haiz two mre days to sch exam second wk... tis time e exam..patheic.... tofay mrnin was supposly to do art , hahad but fue to e msn n show-band of brothers its stole my attention to my art.. now im ay home all by myself, its been a long time i myself alone in e hse listenin to songs... i suddenly got back my interest in streetbasketball liaoz.. dunnow y. maybe e dancin moves jus like it! now my art prep still got 6 more arx.... so slow... now listenin to Kelly Clarkson-The World's Greatest.. its vry nice almost e same grade as i believe i can fly for me. is lovin a bad choice for me? or jus do e things i like to forget abt it? the land of desert no1 has ever stepped into it. jus me n my shadow binded in my soul. i cant helped myself,i listened to evry steps u take, nvr leaving e circle of urs. those happy moments today flashed back in my mind, it was e most enjoyable thing wad to talk to u

2009-05-08T17:33:00.001-03:00

yeas... i still awake.. but almost gtg to sleep liaoz..

2009-05-08T16:05:00.003-03:00

hahas now still hven sleep yet dunnow y..maybe becuz of the relaxness? its been a week for not studyin.. today slack around wif indra,meijin,kristman. den go to sch wait for brenna, also saw yonggin they all gonna detention. cuz of parkour lik WTF?! for me i will run away n keep on wif it. den went to coffeeshop, dunnow do wat, brenna say she hungry in the end also didnt eat lols... den saw jingheng they all slackin also... we also spotted yl n his stead!!hahas!! caught him cant run away frm our hands hehe... den later twt joined us.. they went to tm or dunnow where, i only pei until tampines interchange.. den meijin they all still decidin to make fun of me.. hahas if im not wrong... jus saw ur post..ur changes.. pls dun evr make the changes come true.. i have tried it be4. the feelin is rlly unbearable... ur life wont be happy jus a another bad day for u.. i have tried those be4 but in the end i change for the gd. be as friendly as possible...

2009-05-05T06:35:00.002-03:00

jus came back frm home, feelin fam tired after alot of bball matches..my leg musclr ovr skretch
now vry hrd to straighten my leg. went to sch and early in e morning, bball court is all wet! luckily still can play badketball, played wif osborn jus some free shoots. den i recall wat yl thought me of shooting a perfect ball... i used it n in the end its works perfectly for me! 4perfect silent choop den oaborn was shocked. he say"pin chan da chiu jiu mei mei you jiang lihai..," den at class den tired.. dunnow y.maybe vry sian bahs... slept for two hrs wifout any interuption.. cool man..luch played awhile match.. still can gonxian yi dian.. after sch.. went to play bball again.. dantiao wif alot of ppl.. indra,khristman, darryl all win me cuz i didnt
play seriously,. plus im not trying to zhiyiweishi hor! im jus tryin to see where my skill has gone to... maybe still not until the lvl of b-boys... mus train harder.. after a while.. xuanwei came n joined us.. we r in the same team.. after the match, we gave a few throws den he asked me" do u like playin bball?" my ans was yes. den he told me" firstly u have to train ur basics to the perfect, tat means train until u r gd in the basics. after u r perfect in ur basics, u can start to go for advanced..." he was totally right. aftet they had left, jus left me, i took off my shirt to let it dry, anyway its my 1ST TIME i took off my shirt to play. the feelin is vry shiocked dam cooling...now im starting to feel the happiness... tmr will be the start of the exams, now repairing for tmr! so i wont be posin until exams end.. mus do art, buy a gd present for her(ahem..some of u guys know) n dominate! kk last of the last. i wanna thx- firstly yl,cuz he taught me how to shoot perfectly.secondly,xuanwei, cuz he today taught me quie alot of stuffs.thirdly,is all of the basketballers! cuz.. cannot say personal. N Gd luck to all of you for the exams!!!!!

2009-05-01T08:08:00.002-03:00

im sry for e previous emo post... haiz...today is quite a bad bad day for me.... ate breakfast den gonna BIG SUPRISING FIRE!! ARX!!! WW3 has started!!in nowhere!! callin for help... den cannot eat lunch sian... cold war has started...... we r being taken as prisoners cuz of our lack of soldiers and power. in 4pm...we decided to plan our escape... we stolen a rifle and a gun.. and was being caught in our route, we r hit by a ARTIC rifle!! mayday mayday!! they start to suprise firin..non stop without any mercy. we have no choice to fight back! ROAR!!!!

2009-04-30T10:25:00.002-03:00

today is not a vry gd day for me... the fun strts in the art lesson...not serious of our preparation... but the fun ends jus after the bell ring... durin recess starting to feel abit depressed... den assembly under adamkhoo ppl came... see until jiu sian... see n feel enough liapz lah... den maths lesson, time passed so slow... si decided to sleep... but i felt regretted after i have slept.... i dreamed of her... when i woke up.. those images were in my mind rewinding all over again... my hand felt numb vry numb.... after today i dun not evem dare to look at her again... feelin scared.. dunnow y...afyer sch, i straight go to basketball court wait for kristman they all to come... has i waited i feelin more n more depressed... decided to climb the tree where i can take a gd view of the baskeball , sch..,, at ontop im able to feel relaxed... i think tat will be where i will stick on to it,when i feel lonely,depressed, or sad... saw u in the canteen scared to go there n talk to u...not sure of e reasons... o nxt time u guys wanna find me, i will be at the treetop rewinding the memories of me... i felt regrt after i have done tis much....not sure of it

2009-04-24T10:55:00.004-03:00

waa....today dam unlucky lorx...gonna caught while parkouring around sch.... climbin around walls..frm 1st level climb to 2nd level.... blahblah... den gonna scolded by chinese 1stband teacher n my form teacher... SIAN! dam idiot lor my form teacher... she ask the another teacher,"do u know wat his name,his name is mankit " den the another teacher say"o.....monkey arx....later i punish by hanging u up there" blahblah...
my favourite song of this yr..

I'm tired of being what you want me to beFeeling so faithless lost under the surfaceDon't know what you're expecting of mePut under the pressure of walking in your shoes(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)[Chorus]I've become so numb I can't feel you thereBecome so tired so much more awareI'm becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like youCan't you see that you're smothering meHolding too tightly afraid to lose controlCause everything that you thought I would beHas fallen apart right in front of you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)And every second I waste is more than I can take[Chorus]I've become so numb I can't feel you thereBecome so tired so much more awareI'm becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like youAnd I knowI may end up failing tooBut I knowYou were just like me with someone disappointed in you[Chorus]I've become so numb I can't feel you thereBecome so tired so much more awareI'm becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like you[Chorus]I've become so numb I can't feel you thereI'm tired of being what you want me to beI've become so numb I can't feel you thereI'm tired of being what you want me to be

2009-04-22T10:19:00.001-03:00

waitin for ur ans..it has been six days....countin up... nvr miss a sight of u.

2009-04-20T12:20:00.001-03:00

2009-04-18T13:21:00.002-03:00

haiz...today quite a bad day 4 me?? maybe not?today gonna scolded bu mum 4 not doin finish hw den go play com....but luckily still got her to chat wif me through sms.thx!<3!! style="font-weight:bold;"> evry night, missin u..my heart nvr felt like tis be4...fate 1 day cld changed...i will be waitin 4 ur response...

2009-04-16T03:57:00.004-03:00

saw tis vid frm youtube-the only 1 who completed the ninja warrior-usin PARKOUR!

2009-04-15T09:11:00.005-03:00

ya....tis few days is dam borin....today is jinglong's birthday,happy birthday to u. den later is axl birthday,happy birthday to u 2.. today evry1 changed their ez-link card..wait for dam freakin long.... daopok alot of ppl.. 307 n 308 combine together,is chaos man....i loiter around...yl also,axl stay in class,den suddenly gonna lift up by ppl hahas...u shld see irene expression-:O

jus ate dinner...fri bringing camera to sch!!! den maybe self-train basketball or parkour..until 6pm for the speech day to start..